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Lion,
I find your info on the violet eyed ,golden haired beings interesting.I hadn't heard they were connected with the crystal skulls. I have recall of being a hybrid of a such a being. I had violet eyes and strange strawberry blond like hair color. My hair was very long . My skin was a medium deep golden brown.I say hybrid because I feel I was half Native American Indian .My bone structure was very fine but I had an odd nose.It was almost cat like. I was living with Indians but wasn't fully one of them. I was "kept" in an area off from the others but treated very well. I say kept because there was no fence or anything to keep me in but there was an energy field of sorts to keep others out. A tribal elder and his wife looked after me . I believe he may have been my father but she was not my mother. Occasionally I would spend time with Indian children my age but for some reason they couldn't stay too long. There was a white man with dark hair,beard and eyes who would visit every so often throughout the year. I believe he was a trader of some kind.He spoke a different language than the Indians but they could understand one another. He always payed attention to me and eventually I was traded? to him with the stipulation that I be brought back at certain times of the year. I was happy and he was good to me except he wanted desperately for me to wear shoes!! lol!! I pretty much refused. He kept his word to the tribal elder and I recall going back to their camp and at a certain point ,though you saw nor heard anyone or thing , multitudes of Indians would appear from seemingly nowhere to escort us to the camp.
At one point I became pregnant. It was early spring and I was about 8 months along. This man had a gold claim near what is now Cripple Creek Colorado. It was about a days ride north east from where our home was . He wanted to go there to check it as the spring thaw was going on . I had a bad feeling and didn't want him to go but he felt I would be fine. There was a creek that ran in front of our cabin. While he was gone I was at the creek washing when I thought I saw something out of the corner of my left eye.I turned to look and recall seeing the tree stump where the firewood was split and then a thud and then waiting and waiting for him to return. I was murdered and the baby was taken. Strange thing is I didn't realize I was dead for a long time. Even when he returned 3 days later and found me lying on the creek bank it took me awhile to realize what had happened.
Weird Huh?
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mercy now,
that is not strange at all, its quite interesting actually, and its quite common for your spirit/soul-personality to not realise the physical body is not functioning ie the body being dead. there are many techniques to find out if any trauma has been stored due to this event that is affecting you right now, whether emotional, physical, conscious, subconscious, etc...
either way, do any of the scenes in that recall seem to be 'identical' to the way you live life right now? ie the moving around, the people that come and leave etc..?
take care
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Lion,
I have known for sometime now(15 yrs.at least) that the trauma from that event was stored and affecting my life.I feel I've dissolved most of it.Very long story ,but yes my current life has had very similar overtones with that life.
In that lifetime? after I died I hung around for what seemed to be a long time then I would go back to check up on that man to see how he was doing. I remember seeing him when he was older and living in a bigger more refined home and had a new wife. He kept some of my belongings high on a shelf in his den. It seems I was there the times he took them down to look at them or whatever .
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Lion,
I just want to mention that from that experience I learned that most of any healing that I personally need has to come from within. It seems I've had to transcend the trauma.
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Mercy Now,
ultimately, yes, the healing does come from within, even using the Swerdlow Hyperspace Techniques - it stipulates in the Healers handbook that the 3rd person is merely the scalpel for the doctor 'god-mind' which is ultimately 'you' anyway :)
i'm glad you've been able to neutralise the trauma, well done.
of course everyone has their own things to deal with, so its usually a long and tedious process, but well worth it none the less.
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Actually, any symbol from any teacher will help you. As long as enough people use them with the same intention, and the teacher has those symbols on the radionic device. I forgot the term, but I think it's called device-linking, and it's the reason why rune magick works. Although Runes do not need radionic devices, they have evolved in the human consciousness.
So the trick is to feed the symbol as much energy force as possible. While focusing or visualizing on it is great, that's often not enough. Try to wait for the archetype to respond - and it will be plenty more times powerful than usual.
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I forgot to add that some symbols do not just work because they're ingrained into the collective consciousness or someone has a radionic device charging them. They may have been passed down from extraterrestrials to ancient civilizations and these extraterresterials have an equivalent to a radionic device or chi generator that make their symbols work.
I am new, too. I have been told that I am Sirian of the Altair Line ... whatever that means.
Well if they mean poor, abused and wasted 40 years on other people, then that's me.
What irks me is that people say how much they miss me when I have moved on, but never value me when I am there.
Don't mind me. I have the grumps today
*GRIN* Mercury retrograde and all that.
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