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I get into trances and see weird things just by sitting at the chair and visualizing the tbar. I don't know if I'm usually living in a virtual reality until my activation and i was peeking into it--that would explain my impaired concentration--or I was deprogramming.
This is bad, a classic sign of self-sabotage. My writing is so off today because I have a writing placement exam tonight!
or is could be a mentality of involving anything in your precious time. i had that too. pretty much make sure you use your time wisely everywhere. eliminate the conditions that cause a mind without purpose, it'll help in hyperspace too.
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I'll look into that... I still think it's a form of sabotage.
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ITI has something to think about.
About natural matrix, what is the difference between artificial matrix and natural matrix ? Everything is allowed in God-Mind.
i dunno
but all matrixes on television/ads/media are designed to trigger/enhance programming.
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I've been puting the lion frequency diamond template (not a merger) in every cube of the violet matrix, and I feel my many mini-me's. lol. But I also feel a deep resoirver of energy. :) Yea try it out.
that's scary...
i'm pretty sure the matrix is meant to be merged towards completion in deprogramming, not entertained.
remember that technique "already deprogrammed in my reality" with the borwn tirangle??? i did a few of those too; the ideas were: oversoul contact all teh time, christ frequency all the time, UVP all the time, merger all the time, balanced t-bar all the time. the first three worked incredibly well, immediately reasing my awreness incredibly so abotu the topics. the merger all the time was good, but i foudn myself messing with astral plane ideas for "a change", balanced t-bar was GREAT cept all the imbalanced parts of me died, and that felt really sh*tty. the point here is... i kept trying to get away from what i had decided to do, liek going out of my way to disrupt the natural process that my mind pattern woudl have attracted; basically deprogramming perfection, and what it did was add LAYERS of sabotage and low self worth. the lesson is if you do one of those, stick it out, it is not pleasant to contantly fight yourself liek that. and if you tire, get your oversoul to cancel it. DOn't mess aroudn with it.
PS: i did them on white and survived, whoo hoo.
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