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**William** · 10-13-2005, 04:06 PM

Dont know about the rest of you guys but im stuck in life right now. I have some projects to do and just wont do them. I noticed someone in expansions forums say the same thing. I wanted to write this a week ago and am doing it now just to get it out there.    I know its programming, -- I cant seem to focus on deprogramming , i wont go outside and do yard work - its not even hot now. At night i search my collection for Space or adventure movies. I mean that just to go to sleep i must play a movie before bed..... IM re-watching Starwars from the beginning. It soothes me.

I repeat, i know this is in part because of programming.

And i see others out there with UFO dreams and such. Maybe we are being bombarded.

Just wonder if you guys feel like this or maybe let me know what i can do. (or not )

thanks.       Mr lathargic!     :retard:

ps.... Please put this post below forum guidline and Poll, By the way i cant even respond to the poll.

10-13-2005, 05:12 PM

Hi William,

Wow...what you have said is also how I am feeling at the moment. There are so many things that I should do or need to do, but I just don't or can't make myself do them. (The house is just "crying" to be cleaned. :redface:)

Like you, I just want to go through all my old movies and re watch them. Depending on my mood, I either want my sci-fi or my "kids" movies. I avoid talking to people - which drives my family crazy sometimes (I live in a different state then all of them, and phone calls are all that keep us together). And I don't even go online like I used to - which drives Hyperspace crazy. :big grin:

My sleep is very broken. I don't even go to bed before 2 or 3 a.m., and then it takes me about 2 or 3 hours to fall asleep. I wake up 3 or 4 times every night, and seem to stay in a fairly light sleep - so all that doesn't help matters much. Sometimes I wish I had some sleeping pills just so I can get a good, solid night's sleep. :slywink:

***Avatar*** · 10-13-2005, 05:38 PM

Hi there William and Dream Time.I have been through the lethargy sensation and have ended up for days lounging around the house, eating to much and generally being totally unproductive.I am now writing all day long and working on Metaphysics, Esotericism and Hyperspace Healing.I feel tired but my will power is strong and i keep on going. In London there are 8 million people and the ELF Transmissions are strong here 24 hours a day as this is the homeland of the Windsor Illuminati Family.Here are a few things you may wish to do on a daily basis:Do not use or drink Cows MilkMake contact with greenery at least once a day as in your garden or in a nearby parkGo for a bike ride whether with a Racer Bike or a Mountain BikeEat fish every other dayEat meat every three daysEat at least one type of bean or pulse a dayEat leaft green vegetables everydayDrink distilled water everydayDo not watch any TV and use DVDs insteadDo not play console games like PS2 and X-BoxWrite or draw each dayRead about your DNA groups historiesNever have to many electrical appliances on at onceAnalyse any emotions that arise that are negative immediatelySet a creative goal for yourself everyday and work towards itI hope at least some of these help.Take care both of you.

***Iam_That_Iam*** · 10-13-2005, 07:26 PM

Take some times off...:thumbsup:

***BobbyDigital*** · 10-13-2005, 07:57 PM

weve all been there William... I suggest replacing that statement in your signature with a positive confirmation.I think you could greatly benefit from some good confirmations such as " every time i breathe in and out i enhance my inner-joy and energize myself with inspiration"

Try tings like that.I find such confirmations to be a great help.I like to use things like...every step i take i do this or every key i type i do that.As you think so you are..try it!

**Richard** · 10-14-2005, 12:53 AM

Hey William, I can relate to how youÃ¢â¬â¢re feeling. We have had a bunch of gloomy days around here for awhile and I wondered if that had anything to do with it. I suppose ELF could also be reasonable. What part of the US do you live in? Are you keeping yourself in violet?

**William** · 10-14-2005, 10:52 AM

Thanks everyone,

Dreamtime,   My wife use to take TylonolPM but i believe ive got her off of that now. She started using some herbs, like, Velarian, or kava kava, and some others, but now i dont think she is taking anything to sleep....mmmm or not that she is telling me ;)    I think a lot of her sleeping problems was or is stress related.

Avatar,   Thankyou for the post of suggestions, I need to hear them and work on them, I dont think you listed cheese.... Ive told my wife to cut way back on our cheese consumption.... But we do love cheese. I could never do away with cheese.    I try to push myself to write here, i dont draw, I do write and play music as i know ive said many times but not as often as i want and thats part of my problem that im working on. Thanks.

Iam_that_iam, I feel like i am on a lathargic holiday ;)

Bobbyd. , My signature line is actually me being impressed with Asilver8's sig line. I thought at first he was being funny, but then i thought maybe he was advertising others to use Sig line , but my first impression was laughter. I thought it was funny and him having fun which i like :) So that saying of copying someone is a form of flattery(however that saying goes) is why i did my post Sig thingie trying to be funny and at same time being honest of how i am feeling at the moment. :) I will change my sig line soon , and thanks for reminding me of affirmations.

Hyperspace, Ive not been protecting like i should and im feeling it..... We have good days and bad days, Its nice to have a place that we can unload and let others into our space for a moment to help, suggest and encourage us. thanks. I live in the deep south.   I know it was ELF related and feel better today but body wise sore!

***Avatar*** · 10-14-2005, 12:16 PM

Hi there William.Like you i love cheese and could never take it out of my diet.However the reason i did not mention it is because it has been scientifically proven that the toxins, chemical steroids and elements of pesticides, rodenticides and herbicides that seep into Cows Milk due to the grass they eat is actually removed in the pasteurising process when cheese is made and therefore you get the Calcium but not the poisons leeching into your body.Cheese in moderate amounts is good for and is a good source of Calcium. My favourite cheese is Feta because i love all Goats Cheeses. I also like Mature Farmhouse Cheedar Cheese.Take care.

**William** · 10-14-2005, 01:10 PM

Avatar, Thats great cheesy news.   I absolutley love Feta, Just had some here in my lunch salad.

   When i make my own pizza its loaded with Feta, Italian herbs,Garlic, some basil, mushrooms, then drizzle with Olive Oil.   YAY!

Take a slim slice of meat like ham, add Feta cheese, basil, herbs, fresh clove Garlic, salt, pepper, drizzle with Olive oil. Roll the meat up with the fillings and drizzle again with Olive oil and sprinkle herbs on top of rolled up meat.    Then bake at 350 for 10-18 minutes. times vary.   Substitute meat with anything that will hold fillings, like maybe peta bread, flat bread, so on.    Change the fillings with what you like, add mushrooms, more meat..different cheese.. so on.... yum We make a whole tray of these.   We just call them "Roll ups".              Could even do this with fish!

I always use Garlic from cloves. I have a great clove masher.

***Avatar*** · 10-14-2005, 01:56 PM

I can see you really do like your food William!The Pizza Roll Ups you described do sound lovely. I do not eat ham and pork meats but chicken, lamb, goat, beef or even quail, goose and duck meat would be lovely in that recipe.i went to Rome on holiday a couple of years ago and ate the best Italian food on Earth. Rome or Roma is for me one of the greatest cities on Earth. The Pizza there is made only with a thin, doughy base and is sqaure and not circular. The restaurants pile on the tops so you have to eat it with both hands. I ate alot of Roma Pizza!Take care.