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Dear Kris Kringle
Ooops!!
I guess I misread you! Certainly, if you're in a relationship that's working then you've probably got a fair amount sorted out! Ah well, perhaps you have words of wisdom to offer the rest of us who are still searching!
The idea of a Twin Flame archetype is interesting. I suppose there is a generic archetype for this. I am going to see what I can come up with.
Dear Avatar
From everything I have read you are a warm, loving, and open person who has so much to bring to a long-term relationship. Who cares what statistics or other people say? The important thing is for you to have someone who shares your outlook in life, supports you on all levels, and is prepared to work through the difficult patches as well.
Say to your Oversoul "I am ready for my Twin Flame/Correct Life-partner. I am willing to face my fears and release non-serving relationship imprinting. I am willing to be vulnerable in order to allow my heart to open up and accept the love, intimacy, and trust of the beautiful, caring, intelligent woman I deserve. I am willing to accept someone who loves me as I am now. I now have my perfect relationship, its equivalent, or something better."
I really recommend writing down what kind of relationship you want. It will help you to focus on the end result for faster manifestation. However, as I discovered, you also have to make sure that once something is in your life that you have the mind pattern to maintain it!
I think Zachary's Initiation and Maintenance archetypes could be useful. Put them under your pillow with your list, and some affirmations. Then you can sleep your way to love!!
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There are Twins of our own sex, and Twins of our opposite sex.
With the first one we are creating triangles, or programmed triads or duos, depending, are there are three or two of us.
Personally, I have two Twins. One of them is my cousin, and we were more closely related in the past. Another Twin is younger than me, and we are connected through our family lineage. We have the same names. Very often the post officer
would mix us, and give to me the post what belong to one of my Twins.
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Still in Elementary school, unexpectedly, I met with girl, most beautiful I have ever seen. However, I saw her only for minute or two, but it seems more longer. Never again I saw her, and I forget about that encounter. Or I believed so.
But after some years, I found myself together in the High school class together with this girl. Strangely, I didn't remember her, not in the first time, only subconsciously my mind and thoughts would sometimes feel her frequency. Only after couple of months I realised that I know her from the past.
She openly showed her attraction for myself (we have connection through our German/Viking genetic & Dolphin). However, I were under heavly programmed sessions at this time and there was no way to have a relationship for me.
Illuminati had a program to connect couple of us together for genetic/ritual purposes, and, she and another boy come in relationship.
This boy was originally from Atlantida, like she. Both of them have strong connection and genetic from the time they were the part of Atlans civilisation. Probably, they are connected through Oversoul too. There is not only one Twin flame person can have. Actually, there can be a group of people, to which we are connected through Oversoul, because, energy is spliting itself in physical reality.
They were together not for long times, only enough so Illuminati can attain their specific goal.
I become more aware of my programming sessions, and started to merging my alters. Within time relationship between me and this girl started to be more emotional and closely related. We had strong communication capabilities through our Oversoul.
Interesting thing with Twin flames, is that they are at the same time very similar to each other, but, at the same time, they are so different, because Oversoul would never creat the two same persons.
So, our relationship was based on Oversoul/Hyperspace communication.
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It is interestingly that mostly all of our parents were specifically connected together, too. Illuminati are connecting people with different genetic for creation of the most desirable and most development bodies for soul-personalities to incarnate.
I don't know if Hyperspace and I are Twin Flames or Twin Souls or what...but I do know that there is some kind of "link" between us - for some reason. Twice in the almost 9 years that we have been together, I have attempted to leave to move back to NJ and be with my girls and grandchildren, but both times I was "pulled" back here again. It's almost like there is some kind of "chain" holding us together and will not allow itself to be broken. One time, while in NJ, I had even gotten a job and a car. Then, as I was driving home, I had a vision of someone running me off the road and I had a horrible crash. After that vision, I quit my job and moved back here again (I have not driven a car since :paranoid:). So, I have no idea what it is, but someone or something wants us to be together...at least for now. :wink2:
I know in one of Stewart's DVDs, he talks about Twin Flames and Soul-Mates, etc., he even drew them on a board, but right now I can not recall which one it was. I will have to look through them to find out which one it was and get back to you on that.
Oh yeah, I wanted to add that I do think we are matched together to get certain genetics. My first husband was a blond-haired blue eyed, and I normally do not care for blond-haired guys (maybe because my dad was black-haired), but the first time I met my ex (a blind date set up by my ex-brother-in-law), we were infatuated with each other and were married within 6 months. I have to point out that I feel my ex-mother-in-law is a "lizard." :unibrow: At least she claims to have papers that say her family is from royalty - and she has the personality of the Reptilians. She also hated me from day one. (Probably because I am NOT a "lizard.") Anyway, when my child birthing days were over, we got divorced, and I have not been with another blond-haired guy since.
My one daughter also had an inter-racial relationship that ended badly but left an unusual child. He is half-black, but has green eyes and blondish hair. He is a very "different" child, and he is the one that saw my daughter (his mom) being taken away by the "Men In Black" who came out of their closet. They now have him on Ritalin because they say that he is "difficult" to handle, and was kicked out of at least 3 preschools. Granted, he is doing better now that he is in kindergarten - but to what expense...? My daughter is now with another guy (a white guy), and they have a blond-haired blue-eyed baby. What I found strange is that, almost overnight, she went from only wanting to be with black men, to the guy she is with now. Planned? Programmed? I really don't know.
Now my youngest daughter (extremely blond-haired, blue-eyed) is in an inter-racial relationship. But he is Hispanic. So far they are very happy together and it looks like they will be getting married. But I wonder if this is also planned?
But my oldest daughter is married to a blond, blue-eyed, and my second daughter is "going with" a blond also (although he currently lives in London). It just amazes me how this programming works. How can they keep track of all these people and relationships? Or is my family just "cursed" for being some of the "desirable" ones? It boggles my mind...:retard:
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Hey Everyone,
I was enjoying and finding it interesting about what you all said in your posts. I would love to continue the discussion and hear about everyone else too.
Monica: Thank you for what you posted about your experience in coming into contact with your twin flame. I think I might do the same instead of simply putting in a general request to my oversoul about bringing like minded individuals to me as well as oversoul family members, to help me find my twin flame as well as help me work on my issues that I need to work on in order to be with them.
Sometimes I wonder if I ran into them.
Avatar: I found it interesting about what you read from the forum about interracial marriages and psychotronic mind control. I do not know much about it but at the right time I will.
All I do know is that being a South Asian Indian in America, I notice many Indian women marrying caucasian men as opposed to Indian men. Rarely do I see them marrying east asians, africans or hispanics. The interracial weddings I've observed usually involved Indian women with men who have Italian or Irish backgrounds, or Western european backgrounds. I have observed this recently with a family member as well as many other friends of the family. I have often found myself more attracted to those who aren't Indians but of other ethnic and racial backgrounds--usually caucasians. I sometimes wonder what is right for me...and I wonder if general programming has got me pursuing those who aren't Indian.
Sariel: Thank you for sharing your experience--it is an inspiration in what I should look for...the signs,etc. :o)
Dreamtime: interesting what you wrote about your family as well as your grandchild.
To everyone else on here...you are all awesome. :o) Blessings on our journeys.
peace
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Yes, I have been observing that whenever I meet someone that I like or have a crush on/feel attracted to, there's a part of me that says I can't deserve them or don't deserve them. I feel like I need a long time to get to know them or establish anything deeper with them. I often feel like I'm out of their league as well or that if I try to express how I feel for them, they're going to reject me and act all weird. Or that if they do reciprocate, I may not be allowed due to parental restrictions imposed on me(which have loosened so much lately!!!). Also, perhaps I feel that despite my attraction towards them, they might not really be right for me in the long run.
I am often feeling a conflict of pain and isolation whenever I feel attracted to someone that I feel I can't have. So I am now wondering if I am perhaps a generally programmed person thats set up to only match with certain people. However, fear has played a major role in why I did not pursue anything--I was afraid of getting hurt again..even though the illusion is that the other person did not hurt me, I hurt myself.
So this is a situation I've been observing quite often--part of the reason I isolated myself from many people for a few years is because I had low self esteem and that I wasn't good enough. I also felt that I needed to be more emotionally stable and work through my emotional issues on my own. I felt I needed to be alone and work on me even though I may have desired something more than being alone and only chatting with friends on the internet. Also I felt I needed to work on self respect and knowing how to look out for myself(part of getting hurt was not being able to see that someone was using me for things and not truly or sincerely wanting to be with me). A few times I did run into a few individuals but after a few encounters, I let myself get hurt by them--only because I didn't stand my ground, speak up for myself, be assertive, and set my boundaries with them. So I had to stay in my shell and work on me. I am lucky I managed to stay out of being depressed(because thats how I was early in college...often sad and depressed and letting life overwhelm me) by keeping myself focused on being healthy and doing well in school.
I think over time(after getting a degree in college, losing some(but not all) weight and feeling a bit better about myself), I started feeling that I needed more in regards to a social life than being at home and dealing with my negativity on my own most of the time.
I guess after putting in the request to my oversoul to help me find like minded individuals, I was feeling its right for me to go out again. Slowly,I started meeting more similar minded individuals. It was nice to be in the loop again but I was reminded again of why I had isolated myself..I was hiding in fear of getting hurt again. So I guess my oversoul threw those issues back out at me of knowing when people are being sincere,etc. However, I realized that some of these individuals have these same issues as me and I think want to work on them too. So it is easier to forgive them. I often wonder if I've hurt the people who have hurt me. Often in the past I easily let down my guards and openly trusted people(but thankfully nothing terrible happened) who weren't trustworthy. ......it was not easy learning again how to put my guards up....I wasn't used to it but it was something I have to do. There's so many subtle things that occur in one day--its amazing and overwhelming at once seeing how much we went through and what we should do about it all/understand/assimilate,--this is all in regards to the mind pattern....etc.I also had an insight which is just a reminder of what I've always known(and what we've always known) that I am probably also here to learn about pain so I can probably help heal others heal themselves better. If I know my own pain, I can understand others. Just like the rest of us knowing ourselves better so we can understand others as well.
So I'm trudging along my life(lol trying to add to my resume of life experiences) and looking for new situations and new people...hopefully constructive and positive/balanced ones now!!!
I guess for now, I have to work on being balanced and not getting scared....as I go through new encounters,etc.
lol so many things to work on...but one at a time...
peace
I have been reading through some of the old threads, mostly to catch up and also to see if there were threads I might have useful input on or questions about or just general comments on.
Reading this particular thread, I have formulated some questions about this (mostly) based on some comments from Avatar and Kris Kringle that I wanted to clarify.
I've included a few statements in quotes below the name of the original poster followed by a colon for clarity of what areas I'm asking about and clarity on what was said and by whom. In some cases, I've emphasized some sub-sections in italics for focus for the quoted areas.
Avatar:
ââ¬ÅI was reading on the Mind Control Forum website a few weeks ago that almost all interracial marriages are actually from heavy Psychotronic Mind Control and Subconscious Programming and Janet Swerdlow confirmed this on Expansions.ââ¬Â
ââ¬ÅIn Britain 9 out of 10 mixed race [whatever that really means which the Illuminati seem to only know] end after less than 12 months according to the Marriage Guidance Council.ââ¬Â
ââ¬ÅI do not totally agree with Stewart Swerdlow and Janet Swerdlow on some of their theories on Racial Programming and Racial Matching.ââ¬Â
Kris Kringle:
ââ¬ÅYes, but the problem is, the non-mixed-race marriages are from genetic programming. Not much better, I'd say.ââ¬Â
ââ¬ÅI disagree on the Swerdlow concept of race (there was an article by Janet).ââ¬Â
ââ¬ÅAccording to Expansions, Astrology, race theory, friends and relatives my relationship should not exist at all. ââ¬Å
Question from Michael:
To Avatar and Kris:
What is this Expansions "Race Theory" I'm hearing so much about and what is this concept of "Racial Programming and Racial Matching"? I have never heard of it from any of the materials I've read - not directly, anyhow. But then, I've read Stewart Swerdlow's four titles, (BBTB, Hyperspace Helper, Healer's Handbook, Montauk: Alien Connection) and I haven't read any Janet Swerdlow's books in their entirety. As far as the website goes, if it was posted there, it could be that this was after the time I left participating in the site at the middle of September. This would explain why I missed this site entry.
To Kris:
Which article by Janet Swerdlow are you specifically referring to, please? Please reference the actual title. I assume this was after the "Building your Arke" (not sure if I recall the title correctly) article that generated so much interest.
To be fair and completely above board, I will state that my wife and I have been together over 8 years and we are a mixed race couple. I don't want a firepot started here but, for my own information, I'd like clarification of this position you state comes from Stewart and Janet Swerdlow as I'd never heard it put quite like this before (inspite of certain things that might be taken as allusions to this position in some of the books).
I know Stewart Swerdlow is on this board - perhaps he'd like to post and clarify?
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