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I skimmed that briefly..maybe I have a connection ..I dunno. I wondered why I'm in NY and why I went to DE for three years...and why I like Chicago..some of the places where the Waldensians went to...I have speculations though on this.....but here are reasons why I think I lived another existence as one,etc. Also I like gathering people to gether to hang out..I always feel like I'm part of a cause..I guess maybe sometimes I could behave like a missionary with a thought such as*GOd has sent me on this path to proselytize*
I'm sure I lived an existence as a Christian but I don't know about being a Waldensian. I often carry books with me (even on car trips and even when I don't have school!) and I thought that perhaps I had another existence where I was a Christian or Catholic and I carried my bible around with me. Also, my aunt said she saw an existence where she and my grandfather were in the same clergy or something and I'm sure she and I knew each other in other existences. I could meditate on it, ask OS about it and maybe put it at the pineal gland to see what comes up but its not my priority right now!!
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Sounds kinda like what we are doing now in a way!
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Hey PP, I wondered about you being connected because part of our group is from NY. Itââ¬â¢s interesting that you like Chicago. I was born there and lived there until 1976. Janet threw me for a loop bringing all this up. It threw my current theories all out of whack. Now I have to try and fit all this in with everything. It confuses me because Stewart talks how we were all in the Philadelphia experiment and use to be Vikings or Mayans and are gathering back together. So now I am wondering how we could be all these groups of people and be gathering. Everything Janet said made sense; like how all of us donââ¬â¢t feel like we belong to our current families. She said the Waldensians were ripped apart from the families and sent to other families.
I know I have never felt like I belong to my family. They are all 7th Day Adventist and heavily programmed to be perfect Christians. All my life I wondered how I could be born into a family like that. Iââ¬â¢m nothing like them. I havenââ¬â¢t talked to most of them for close to 10 years now. I get too frustrated trying to talk to them. It drives me crazy when youââ¬â¢re trying to enlighten someone and they just look at you like youââ¬â¢re crazy. I canââ¬â¢t thru to them and so I gave up for now.
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I was just thinking how i dont fit in with my family.
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William and Avatar, Iââ¬â¢ve always felt you guys were connected to all this too.
Avatar, Do you feel like you belong with your family?
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Richard,
Why is this bugging you? Just curious!! Well I hope you figure this out!! Keep connecting to Oversoul perhaps..and maybe when you randomly go through Healers Handbook..see if there's an exercise or archetype you should focus on. That might be a tool in helping you figure out this connection. Also, try asking Oversoul to guide you on this matter. I think if it is a subject that is bugging you, then its something that your Oversoul might want you to look at..as another clue.
There are some things that are hard for me to fathom too..like the information of my simultaneous existences that was in the personality profile except I do feel for sure that three of the existences make a great deal of sense to me. Two of 'em I'm not sure about but I'm not gonna doubt 'em! / I know I have a Mayan connection and I wouldn't doubt it about the Viking connection or Christian connections either. Question is when I was in those existences, did I know you guys and the Swerdlows and if I did, how so? Was I enemy or friend? I only hope a friend!!
Family is really important to me....I feel closer to the ones on mothers side of the family than fathers side of the family...yet I tend to physically resemble the people on my fathers side more.
Will write more later.
Chicago connection: I have been there a few times--the last time I was there was back in 2004--some of my dads relatives live there and I know there are many South Asian Indian families living there as well.
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