What drew you to Expansions, Hyperspace & Metaphysics?

[PurpleParrot]

Hey guys,

I've been wanting to ask this question to you for sometime and I found it funny that instead of me asking it, I found a few others asking me this question. Anyway, I am curious about how you stumbled upon this knowledge! :o) Lets share our stories so maybe we can find more commonalities in ourselves and in each other. V-Smiley:tanz: Come on now..who's first? Not like I'm asking you to talk about the most embarrassing experiences in your life. V-GrinV-Tongue

peace

[Sariel]

It was my Greenstar/End time/Nwo programming. I was looking for informations related to this subject. Not particulary about programming, but about aliens,  secret societies, philosophy of religions.
Only after some time, little by little I would get the overall picture. It was like playing with puzzles.
 
Finding Expansions articles it was obviously that their teaching  is closely identical to my own experiences.

However, for the first time I had little distancing approch, but later after more of learning & researching there was no reason for doubt.

After all,  Stewart  story  with all differences between us in some elements is similar to my own.

However, it was very helpful the fact that illum. programmers weren't able to completely block my memory.

[SilverInfinity]

I had a direct awareness/control over life experiences. I also manipulated people's thoughts and made accurate predictions. Showed off my abilities to friends on many occasions. But one day, I wanted to be normal like everyone else. Soon after (maybe two or three days after), I almost dropped from a chilling numbness on my body that spreaded from one side to the other. (that was preliminary to a possible acute stroke). My psychic abilities rapidly decreased, schoolwork became difficult, and now I struggle to articulate my thoughts.

I know the mind is powerful because I have experienced it. I have also learned from the experience that there is a certain "high" feeling one gets from awareness. So far, I have not re-achieved this once familar feeling.

That's what got me into New Age in the first place. I thought I would recover my awareness. But I soon discovered New Age to be harmful when astral reptilians started haunting me. Glad they stopped. But in some way, they have enlightened me- I found Stewart's works.

I read his Healer's Handbook, Hyperspace Helper, a few of his study guides, and his fansite led me to his wife's Decoding Your Life, and their recent book, "True Sexuality (?)." I'm working overtime to forgive my parents and myself. I hope this will clear up any issues I had with my Objective Observer, and ultimately myself, so that I can finally mield with it once again.

However, during the process, I discovered that I have also been programmed at birth. Now I know why I fantasized what I did as a 6th grader. I always considered it out of place that a 6th grader could dream up of such things.

     I joined myspace on November of last year. Found people of all ages including peers who are interested in Stewart's approach to consciousness. Started chatting with them on Aim. Still do. And I am thankful for such connections. They have been really helpful, especially a few of them.

I participated on SOCF one or two years before everyone abandoned it. Then I discovered this forum. I hope to grow and return to normal... even if anything other than normal are neutral experiences too. And I wish to help everyone with growth if I can because that is what we are all here for. This forum should not die off like SOCF did.

 

[Richard]

PP, I discovered Expansions after reading Peter Moons Montauk books back in 2000. 

SI, A combination of things caused SOCF to die. Right now it looks like neither Nadine nor Rodrigo is paying any attention to it for some reason. That won’t happen here because DreamTime and I care about the forum and keep up with the maintenance. This forum and Expansions has been a little slower than it has been. It has made me wonder if it is due to ELF or something. Maybe some people are hibernating and waiting for spring fever to hit them. ;)

[Reader]

Hi everyone, as I have noted before you are all younger than me so your paths to metaphysics and Hyperspace are more direct than mine.  As a teenager I discussed rather more occult questions with my mother and always felt there was some hidden agenda regarding religion (for that reason did not go down that path).  I always felt sure there were other beings "out there" from a young age - hence my strong attraction to all things sci-fi.  This was long before I ever heard the word Metaphysics and thought my interest was perhaps philosophical, and maybe historical as regards ancient civilisations and myths.  My avid interest in unexplained phenomena and earth origins was always dismissed as "dream stuff" by others so I had no-one to discuss these things with.  I read whatever I could find from local libraries (rather limited) on these many subjects privately (so as not to be ridiculed for my choice of reading matter).  In 1990 I was drawn to a local group with a very informed teacher and finally found like-minded people  and have since pursued New Age type subjects, UFO's, innerself work, energy healing etc.  About 2 yrs ago, was introduced to SOC and Stewart's work but was hesitant to do more than just observe (combination of procrastination and fear of what I may learn).  Should have gone for it from day 1 so I really admire those of you who did.  Have only had internet access for a short while so am trying to catch up on whatever is there regarding Hyperspace info - victim mind pattern did it's job well otherwise I would be far better informed than I am.   Did Stewart's workshop last year and have watched some of his DVD's, but did not have a consultation (at the time thought I probably did not have programming - not so sure now).  My birthdate forecast for 2006 says this is the year to "stand up for my beliefs" so now am quietly having anxiety attacks, as friends seem to want to talk about the deeper things in life, world patterns, govt conspiracies etc. and are asking me many questions (I must have an invisible sign over my head or something).  Perhaps my Oversoul is calling theirs.  Everyone around me seems to be full of doom and gloom and are really looking for answers in their lives.  Have any of you found this happening too?  Hope I haven't rambled on too much!

[Richard]

Reader, I’m curious how old you are because I thought DreamTime and I were the oldest members here. My path to Expansions wasn’t a direct one. I spent the 70s, 80s, and 90s searching for the truth. I ended up searching for 30 years before I found Expansions.

[William]

   I had someone try to Program me in real life.  Threre were ceremonies and abuse.  Now after many years I am releasing the guilt and fear that I have with this.

  Father, The sleeper has awaken!

 

I still have ma sense of humor      :drool:

[Leftygrl]

Well its nice to know there are a few people here who can remember when MTV actually played music. :dude:

William.. your sense of humor on the forum has made my LOL several times. :D

The short answer to the question on this thread.... is that my New World Religion programming played a big role in leading me here.

[William]

YaY, Leftygrl shows up.   Not heard from you in long time.  Please say more about yourself if you think it will help us.  Most of us here have NWR but your our leader in studying it.    Yes I know of MTV when they played just music...  Ahhhhh those lazy hazy dayz of music Tv.  With music.... and Vjays, and Martha....     How did you do with your jogging / running?  I still walk/jog....  I just dont ride my bike for 14 miles then jog around the lake for 3 miles then ride the bike back home..... I cant believe i use to do that!


mellow

[Octahedron]

I was and still am searching for the truth for years.

When remembering ,  I was already busy with the JFK-conspiracies, in 1988 or so, try to get the real stories behind WW-2, read about the Bilderberg conferences, zero-point- energy,  mind-control and so on.

In 2000-2001, I found many proofs of the CIA-Nazi global mind-control programs, Skull & Bones in Yale and the global Royal families controlling everything. 

09/11: brought me to David Icke, so the next quick step was to Stewart Swerdlow and the Montauk Project.