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According to the Healer's Handbook, you have a potential to experience kundalini if your name has the letter s in it.
If I don't have this letter, does it mean I am doomed to never experience a safe kundalini in my life? Would I have to change my name if I "changed my situation?"
I mean, the soul chooses the name before it was born by psychically imprinting the parents, but the soul should know the possible outcomes in one's life, like the potentials, and whether its cabable of a safe kundalini in that lifetime/
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I think I need kundalini to function :retard: Thanks for your input though.
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Weng, I don't know if this is wrong for me to say or anything, but you should deprogram to find out why you want to be kundalini activated so much..or why you want certain abilities. You have the abilities...you keep thinking you don't for some reason..you need to deprogram into that aspect also about why you think you don't have what you've already have. Keep working on your self esteem(I need to do the same too). My low self esteem mind pattern is: I feel useless sometimes..I feel old though I'm a youthful 25 year old..I feel scared of aging..I feel people don't like me because sometimes I might unknowingly belittle them or make them feel lower than myself(neg emotions)--but this is not true..I love many people and many people love me...and we're always going to have people who love and hate us..I have felt rejection..believe it or not..it hurt...I have felt resentment towards that rejection...I have felt ashamed of myself that I have done terrible things....when I didn't need to feel this way...I feel like I could collapse. I know this is all not true..but I cannot feel arrogant, overly prideful..and overly confident..I need to feel joy...I need to know that I deserve..that I am highly intelligent..that anything terrible that I have committed, will be forgiven and amended by balancing it out...and it was a part of experience. I know I'm highly intelligent and not stupid. I know I can function in this world thus I am not useless. I know age is an illusion so I can choose to be youthful in appearance but wise as any elderly person...I know I deserve the best in life. I deserve good praise and self worth. I deserve to treat my body, soul and mind well. I am the best person as I can be..perfect and imperfect at the same time. Your abilities that were already there--They are there and will come---You probably feel that they abandoned you..this is an illusion too...just keep exploring yourself and releasing your heavy emotions. I need to do the same myself. There was a time I really wanted to see auras and chakras but I realized that I need to accept where I am and just simply accepting and communicating with oversoul as we go along is a special journey in of itself...you will get there..just enjoy the journey..you chose this experience to be in these conditions. Perhaps I am the same as you...a dolphin coming into this existence not knowing what its really about and not wanting to be sucked into this planet any longer.
When "they" activate us, I think they raise our kundalini levels...it sometimes feels good but its like a violation...we 're not in control of this activation...as in we are not sure how to use this energy..someone else is using our energy for their benefits..
Weng..no one has abandoned you...release your parental imprints...forgive your parents...forgive everything you thought that has abandoned you..forgive Oversoul and God Mind..you need to keep believing in yourself..if you don't believe in yourself...then you'll keep hindering yourself in everything...you may need to even release fear as well...You need to let yourself know that you HAVE positive support...you are supported by OVersoul and God Mind...you have your own internal support system. You are a talented person. You need your own self reassurance. You need to keep yourself in UVP..everytime you feel low..you need to pamper yourself..treat yourself properly...pamper your skin..go for a massage or something..give someone a hug..they will give you a hug back..and its not stupid.. you will need to allow unconditional love. Do something that makes you feel good. I sing in the car!!! I dance!! I try to make my friends laugh..even if I do something clutz like lol. I try to enjoy the beautiful weather.
Even if you have kundalini activation, you'll still have all those issues you need to resolve..even with this new level of awareness..you'll still need to release all those imbalances of your mind pattern...
There is no difference whether you are at a higher frequency or higher level of awareness or not...you will always be exploring and balancing...but..you need to see if this is a truth for yourself or not. Ask for the highest truth about yourself.
Believe me..I'm also telling myself this..we all reflect each other...and I have the same issues as you*HUGS*
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Hi there Silver Infinity and Purple Parrot.Wow PP, your words are really caring and heart warming. Remember that when the 'Powers That Be' wish to activate Mind Control Victims with Special Programming or Sexual Programming, then yes, Premature Kundalini Activation takes place. Project Monarch, Project Pandoras Box and Projekt MK-Ultra all were the precursors for Sexual Mind Control in North America and then eventually for the whole of Earth.Sexual Triggers SI, are everywhere in films, books, magazines and newspapers as well as all over the Internet, even through pop-ups and cookies.
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Thank you PP. I don't know what to say. You have said a lot and I am very grateful again.
That's interesting what you said Avatar. Hmm. So if they controlled your kundalini energy, then they can use it to enhance programming. But what if he activated kundalini himself (gasps! I'm just curious).
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In terms of Personal Kundalini Activation and not CIA or NSA Kundalini Activation, then this is to do with not expressing Sexuality properly and also because the Human Chakras are unbalanced. So a build up of Human Sexual Energy needs to be constructively released even if you have a partner. So perhaps write, draw or do something individual and very creative that releases this energy.
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Yea I need to do something creative. Thanks. That explains the heat building up every night. It didn't seem like a digestive problem.
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