Balanced Mind Patterns

[SilverInfinity]

Are there people out there like me? I do not have any track records with the mental department, so I am otherwise a functional person. But I struggle with concentration, and often reside in the astral or hyperspace realms. I usually go into lala land throughout the day. This is not the case of ADD because it's worse. I am often drowsy, which forces me to take naps often, even after having eight hours of sleep, totaling to over 12 and sometimes 14 hours of sleep a day. (You guessed right. This is difficult to live with.). I am a fulltime student who will be looking for a job next year. It is already impossible to do schoolwork in this condition.

When I have no choice but to take the naps, I would usually make an abrupt exit into the astral realm via sleep paralysis. This has been happening to me for most of my life. I've started staying up late, but otherwise my sleeping patterns had always been normal and so this could not be the cause of all the nonsense.

There is no reason that proves otherwise: I usually reside in the spirit word. I am no longer conscious of it though because I can't see ghosts anymore. But I believe a large part of me is still floating somewhere when I do my daily tasks. Like in a conversation, I either loose sense of my own body or it may stiffen up, and I find myself unable to blink, and even difficult to follow the person's train of thought or come up with a coherent sentence. I don't even have to imagine anything; a part of my brain just goes numb. When I travel around places, I get what the doctor calls motion sickness. But behind this motion sickness feeling is always that drowsiness and a feeling that I'm not even here.

Yes I do T-bars and grounding often. Stewart said some people have to balance their T-bars every second, and if they must, they must. I cannot believe this.

While I suppose to be fixing the mind-pattern that probably comes from another lifetime. Which heck, speaking of which, I don't even know my former lifetimes. I need a quick fix so that I can actually focus on the issues without feeling like I'm under the well.

This gets very frustrating, because I have things to do.  I have a life. I have a degree to work towards to. But after waking up for the first half hour I would feel half of me is somewhere else. I also fall into lala land after eating meals. I try to avoid meals so that I can study for my degrees without falling back into the astral realm. (I believe I've been learning largely from the spirit worlds. That's why the consumption of food, symbolizing learning, puts me into the astral or hyperspace almost immediately). If I try to have three meals a day, I would be knocked out for five hours of my day, or else I can't concentrate on what's in front of me.

This thread is a result of my desperation to come up with a solution. As I am asian, Stewart said I may have an issue with balancing. I know I certainly do. A part of me does not even seem to care about existing on earth. I am fortunate, though, that I am not suffering from the extreme cases of those prescribed mental illnesses.

A while later, I will post templates using the Mentally Illed/Developmentally Disabled chapter in the Healer's Handbook as a foundation. I use that chapter because my reason is most of these patients suffer from an unbalanced mind-pattern. In other words, their soul personality at this point of time believes in extremes. As in my case, my extreme is relying on the spirit realms for learning. More reasons for using this chapter as a foudation are that it gives templates specific to prescribed conditions as well as a whole range of other symptoms that are not categorized. If I joined these templates in some way, anyone, you, and even I can benefit from the correction of any mind-pattern imbalances. Of course, that chapter does not exhaust the complete corrections for all imbalances, but knowing Stewart, this must cover the basis.

My ultimate goal is to create a subliminal program that flashes the templates at an undetectable rate while the computer is in used. That way, the computer becomes a convenient healing machine for the extreme cases of mentally illed patients, as well as other people who are struggling like me. For now, I will have to rely on the commercial programs because I do not have the programming knowledge yet.

Any suggestions and ideas on balancing will be welcomed. Drink your distilled water, people. And stay tuned...

[William]

  Sounds pretty much like my Youth, SI, except that I didnt have the information you have now.  Spend time wisely with yourself.  These are the Wonder years!

:)

[Avatar]

Silver Infinity wrote

My ultimate goal is to create a subliminal program that flashes the templates at an undetectable rate while the computer is in used. That way, the computer becomes a convenient healing machine for the extreme cases of mentally illed patients, as well as other people who are struggling like me. For now, I will have to rely on the commercial programs because I do not have the programming knowledge yet.

Wow Weng, that is amazing.

I can fully see what you are saying here my friend.

To design a computer program that actually uses Positive Subliminal Programming to enter the Human Subconscious and deprogram and reprogram out of people their Sexual Programming, Project Greenstar Programming and the endless rubbish involved in Television Programming, then Weng you would have cracked it!

What a great idea indeed. You could set up your own website and even sell the Hyperspace Healing Computer Program on it.

Make sure you have all the copyright issues and legal permission issues sorted out before hand though.

You are a clever person Weng. Stay focused and constantly be aware of how you are feeling and the Mind Pattern in your Consciousness. :smile2:

[SilverInfinity]

Thank you, Avatar and William.

Here are the templates:






 

[Avatar]

Those are really beautiful Hyperspace Archetypes indeed!What a great idea.To incorporate the Hyperspace Language into linking with the Binary System of a PC or IMAC, and then using the QWERTY Keyboard to then manifest Positive Transformation and Hyperspace Healing within the Subconscious Mind of the man or woman using such amazing Hyperspace Computer Software.Keep working on it Weng and focus all your energies on your project and it will manifest in great success at some point. :smile2: