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Hi there everyone. I feel it is important to share this information with you all. I have learn't the hard way about Victim Mind Patterns. Since very early in my childhood i have been full of Subconscious Fear. That Fear also has some of its roots in previous Incarnations. The Illuminati deliberately took these vunerablilites and manipulated them with ELF Transmissions and through my Mother and Father. Because i was programmed to believe that the world was full of violent, oppressive, sick, mentally ill, perverse and horrible people i naturally instilled this message in my Subconscious Mind and then project that out as a Victim Mind Pattern onto the Physical Reality around me. I suffered very badly for doing that. I have been nearly murdered four times in my life. I have been in two major road accidents and have tried to commit suicide on three occasions. All of this came about because i was full of Fear and felt the world hated me and i therefore attracted sick, psychopathic, mentally ill, oppressive manipulators into my life. On top of this one of the classic subroutines of my Victim Mind Pattern drama of being the 'Victim of Oppression' was to identify myself with other people who were Victims that i had seen on TV, listened to on the Radio, read about on the Internet, read about in the newspapers and in magazines and then i would give out the Thought Pattern signal very intensively to sick, evil and i believe on many occasions Reptilian Hybrids who have a partcular hatred of spiritual and psychically aware people. By doing this i identified with the Victim Mind Patterns of people who were Victims of racism, homophobic abuse, gender abuse, religious abuse, human rights abuses, male rape, poverty and mental illness and so on. Victim Mind Pattern Identification was and now to a lesser and less intense level in my Subconscious Mind, a powerful part of my early childhood Subconscious Programming from my Mother and to a lesser extent my Father as well. I deliberately did this to justify living in Subconscious Fear and to justify my Subconscious Programming. I was given the message in early childhood that ishould feel guilty about being male in gender, have a masculine identity and so on by my Mother. The results of doing this were horrifically devastating for me and literally destroyed my self-esteem as i would attract teenagers to racially abuse me, to mock me as if i was a homosexual even though i am heterosexual and all of this massively increased after i was hit by an EM Blue Beam derived from Blue Beam Technology used by MI6 and GCHQ in Britain that hit me on my right temple that lifted me three feet out of my bed and then stopped and i collapsed into my bed. This happened on the 17th of July 2000 on a very hot Summers evening. I was triggered in some way by listening to Yuri Geller on Talksport Radio. Two things happened that night: My Subconscious Programming brokedown. My Subconscious Programming also intensified and i believe the Illuminati through MI6 did this to attempt to stop me finding the truth out. It has been a living hell getting to this point. The Illuminati tried to activate my Suicide Programming but i resisted. My Souls will to live is to strong. Only a month or so later a Man did commit suicide where i had been standing. Anyway i went through years of verbal abuse, verbal attacks and i was spat at, growled at, laughed at, ridiculed and generally hated and all because of my 'Victim of Oppression' Programming that was magnified out of all proportion. Being racially abused by three or four teenagers is a horrible experience. I used to then feel under attack and feel as though my life was threatened by Oppressors all around me and that there was no hope and that there was no way out and i could never be myself or be free from the Subconscious Programming of being the Victim of Oppression. However in the end through the immense suffering i went through, which was all self-imposed on myself by myself, the unhappiness and fatigue i was feeling pushed me onto examine my Subconscious Mind and then begin the process of Deprogramming this specific type of Victim Mind Pattern. I still sometimes have 'Victim of Oppression' Programming relapses however i have largely externalised this Program into my Conscious Mind and deal with it on a daily basis. I reflect alot on all the Hurt, Trauma, Pain, Shame, Anxiety and sheer Terror i put myself through. The more i read on Psychotronic Mind Control and the Illuminati the more i knew alot of invisible manipulation was going on. All through this traumatising and horrific period i would have many strange supernatural experiences such as seeing Spectres, Ghosts, UFOs, Wraiths and was so full of Fear saw on one occasion Zeta Reticulan Greys in my house materialising in front of me and i realised it was intense Fear that was attracting all of this through the Victim of Oppression VMP. So as you can see, i have learn't the hard way and i know as time goes by i am becoming more philosophical about it all and i must keep on doing my Deprogramming and understanding Hyperspace Healing Techniques. I will never stop addressing my Subconscious Mind as i realise how powerful it is and how immense the positive potential of the Human Mind actually is.
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Hi there Silver Infinity.
Thanks for replying. Yes i attracted all my Victim Mentality situations to me.
Like Stewart Swerdlow says:
"Ask what you did to draw this situation to you."
I work on this premise totally all the time. Once you externalise your Subconscious Negative Thought Patterns into your Conscious Mind it lessens their intensity and dramatic nature.
I keep focused on my Victim Mind Patterns which for me are almost all based around a lack of Self Worth and an immense sense of Irrational Self Hatred.
Take care.
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Avatar,
Thank you for posting that. Ive many times wanted to post what happened to me but i am not as Elequent of a writer as you. Many of us here need to read what you have gone through.
Bless you - and may we all have the strength you have!
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Thankyou William.Your words are very kind. Yes i have been through alot in my life but compared to people like Stewart Swerdlow and many thousands of other people who have chosen Incarnations of immense suffering, pain, hate, fear and hurt in this Physical Reality on Earth, i am glad my experiences were not created by me to be to intense and dramatic in most circumstances.It is truelly shocking how powerful the Human Mind actually is and how the dynamics of Positive Thinking and Negative Thinking bring such immediately different experiences to you.I feel that most people in the Western World are in denial of what we all have allowed to rule us and that is the oppressive and sick Reptilian Illuminati Families.They are a reflection of ourselves and therefore most people do not want to know the truth because it reflects on them and they then will have to look at their Mind Patterns.Because of my early childhood Subconscious Programming by my Mother who has a Draconian Reptilian being attached to her Soul Personality in the Astral Plane and because of the trauma, fear and anxiety i brought with me from a previous Incarnation into this life, i grew up with an immense lack of Self Worth and Self Love. This has been with me in my Subconscious Mind all my life and has been the hardest Victim Mind Pattern to address effectively.I was given the horrific message by my Mother that the world we live in "was a terrifying place, full of evil, bigotted, mentally disturbed people who want to harm and hurt you".Because of this deep Subconscious Victim Mind Pattern i followed through with the idea of Victim Identification where my Belief System was that i should identify with Victims. So they would be: Victims of racial perception and racismVictims of sexual hateVictims of homophobiaVictims of gender identificationVictims of criminalityVictims of war and famineVictims of mental illnessesAnd so the list goes on and on and on. Honestly i would latch onto any Victim Identity i could to ellicit the required oppressive response from those i perceived as Victimisers or Oppressors in society so the response would conform to my Victim Mind Patterns.I learned the hard way and i am still learning and will always learn in my Incarnation on Earth.Take care.
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Hrmmm I often thought about making a list of how and what I've been a victim of in this lifetime/time stream --this was to breakdown the victim mentality mind-pattern.....and I often thought that from there, I could pick one aspect of that victim mentality issue from the list and work on reducing it....I've also sort of been a victim of racism but not to the extreme--never really violent--just a series of pranks/vandalism/insults and name calling....
*much thinking I need to do*
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I can tell you about my victimizations in my life:
1) Victim of mind-control (social rules, family and educational system)
2) Victim of rapid change (movements, school systems, jobs, technology)
3) Victim of politics (society, idiotic laws)
4) Victim of medical profession (incompetent doctors only thinking about money).
5) Victim of the Illuminati's new world order
6) Victim of being afraid of my own opinions and behaviour.
7) I don't have any victimization with religion, however religion indirectly also has affected me because of the subconscious social behaviour between people, this tends to the subjects of authority, sexuality, friends, finances, carreer.
What I do think about these points ?
1) Is difficult to release, it's interpersonal and weaven across every thing in life.
2) is a practical issue, it's a matter of getting overview and organization.
3) is a direct releasing issue.
4) This is a physical issue and conspiracy issue, to be solved with the healing and surpassing techniques.
5) I personally think (how maybe unrare !) this is the most easiest issue to release.
6) I personally still don't have big advancements in releasing these ones, maybe the last issues to release.
7) These issues can be solved if the message of "DNA, Galactic history and you" is understood. The general teachings of Stewart Swerdlow can help overcome these issues.
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Hello Avatar,
I read through your post again about your Subconscious Programming and I wanted to say thank you for sharing..I have a great deal to learn about myself as well as about other people,etc. I could relate to what you said except I don't know if I've been through any specific programming. I sort of doubt whether or not I have specific programming because I know my genetics aren't desired for that sort of thing. If anything, I have probably been a victim of mass mind control just like the rest of the population. I have yet to find that out from a consultation whether I am specifically programmed or not. I have only been aware of subliminals/mass mind control/and some ELF since 2002 and I only do protection techniques whenever I can.
What you said about your mother really has me pondering about a lot more things. Also what you said about how powerful our minds are in affecting our realities is something I can very much relate to. For example, I prayed and asked my oversoul if it could help me find and connect like minded inviduals and spiritual people in my area and ever since then, this has manifested. Its pretty amazing how its been happening. I must explore the negative side of what my mind does--how I use my minds strength to hurt myself and stop it from there to use it for something better--To use it for balance and for positive growth instead of negative self destruction. I find it interesting and remarkable about how you label your sub personalities and seem to know your mind really well(well at least better than I know my own). It just makes me want to know more about myself and monitor which aspects of me show through each day.
Also, thank you for what you had also stated about Pain,Pride, Ego Trauma and Fear of being Hurt again. I think this pinpoints exactly what I'm going through. So I know now for sure that I should work on my second chakra and making sure that its always in pale orange...as well as balancing out my ego.
Btw..Octahedron should perhaps use maroon over the throat chakra color whenever they want to speak--I believe this should help add strength to you speaking your mind. I have been through something like this as well...lol I just have to be careful when I incessantly yap lol.
Thank you both
peace
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Thankyou Purple Parrot.Your words are very kind and gracious.:thumbsup:The Mind is eternally powerful and i have done great harm to myself in this Physical Reality because of my Irrational Self Hatred. I do not like myself very much. I have not had a girlfriend in 8 years and it is because i have a Subconscious Fear of Women because of my upbringing with my Mother who was very nasty and malicious towards me. She is okay now but the damage has been done.She became part of my Internal Programmer and i see her face sometimes merged with a Reptile eye and green, scaley skin on some occasions. I know this is a control mechanism from the Astral Dimension and the Draconian Reptilians as well as the Reptilian Illuminati Families keep control very tightly on alot of people.General Programming and Special Programming do not mean anything as Programming is Programming at the end of the day.A Office Cleaner is doing one job and a Chartered Surveyor is doing another. That is all.I have alot of Fear and Irrational Self Hatred about my Masculinity, my Gender and expressing myself sexually. I feel all knotted up energy wise and in my Chakras.I feel stronger now than ever however and feel much more focused on Deprogramming my Victim Mind Patterns and then i can allow myself to attract positive and loving experiences instead of Fear based ones.Take care my friend.:smile2:
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