04-13-2009, 12:01 AM
[size="3"]I have spent several years studying and practicing hyperspace techniques (release work, affirmations, deprogramming, visualisations, communication with oversoul etc etc etc etc). I have been trying to understand who and what I am. However, I have had no success in using any of these techniques. I can visualise almost anything but never get any results. After all this time I have absolutely nothing to show for it. My knowledge is limited to what I have learned and read, none is from my own experience. :( [/size]
[size="3"]All that I know about myself is what I have been told. [/size][size="3"]I have also had several consultations and while the information is interesting ââ¬â the advice has resulted in nothing more than false hope. No one can help me get past the blockages. I am tired of trying with no results. In fact this is just reinforcing my low self esteem and keeping me in a state of deep depression. I have no natural abilities or talents so learning hyperspace techniques was a way for me to learn about myself and ultimately to help myself. This would have also given my life some meaning.:( [/size][size="3"][/size]
[size="3"]Apart from my hyperspace work I have nothing in my life that makes it worth living. I work in a job in which I have no interest just because I need to earn a living. I live in a country that I do not like and that does not support my frequency, however, I cannot move to the country that does because of immigration laws. I am married to a good person but we no longer have much in common and no real sex life. In spite of having several degrees and professional qualifications I live in a small apartment and have to sit on the floor when I eat are just some examples.:( [/size][size="3"][/size]
[size="3"]I have come to accept that I am the one exception where hyperspace techniques do not work and that there is no one in this world that can help me. However, without learning and practicing hyperspace techniques I have nothing to live for as this was the one thing that made my life worthwhile. I have to accept that if I have not been successful with these techniques by now that I never will. Knowing that suicide is not an option and that there is no way to ââ¬Ënot existââ¬â¢ I do not know what I will do.:([/size]
[size="3"]All that I know about myself is what I have been told. [/size][size="3"]I have also had several consultations and while the information is interesting ââ¬â the advice has resulted in nothing more than false hope. No one can help me get past the blockages. I am tired of trying with no results. In fact this is just reinforcing my low self esteem and keeping me in a state of deep depression. I have no natural abilities or talents so learning hyperspace techniques was a way for me to learn about myself and ultimately to help myself. This would have also given my life some meaning.:( [/size][size="3"][/size]
[size="3"]Apart from my hyperspace work I have nothing in my life that makes it worth living. I work in a job in which I have no interest just because I need to earn a living. I live in a country that I do not like and that does not support my frequency, however, I cannot move to the country that does because of immigration laws. I am married to a good person but we no longer have much in common and no real sex life. In spite of having several degrees and professional qualifications I live in a small apartment and have to sit on the floor when I eat are just some examples.:( [/size][size="3"][/size]
[size="3"]I have come to accept that I am the one exception where hyperspace techniques do not work and that there is no one in this world that can help me. However, without learning and practicing hyperspace techniques I have nothing to live for as this was the one thing that made my life worthwhile. I have to accept that if I have not been successful with these techniques by now that I never will. Knowing that suicide is not an option and that there is no way to ââ¬Ënot existââ¬â¢ I do not know what I will do.:([/size]