Going through a transition

[eagertolearn]

Hi all i'm eagertolearn and i am posting this for as much feedback as i can get.

I must say that i don't know all the terminology some of you use so i am writing this the best way i know how.

This is my experience:

Slowly over the past 6 to 12 months i have started hearing voices, not clearly but i know that this is more of a spiritual thing than anything else.  I have felt that i am learning to chanel but don't know how i'm doing it.

Sometimes i have to concentrate and listen really intently as a voice may be talking to softly or will somehow fade out.  I still to this day cant hear a voice as clear as if i was talking to a real person.

The other thing is sometimes i have to tell the person to go away as they swear and aren't nice to me.  Eventually i can make the voice go away it usually only takes me a few minutes.

Yes i questioned wheather i was going crazy or not, so i got books on learning to channel and have read up alittle on that.  Last week i went and saw a lady who chanels spirit to give readings, when i finally got to ask her about the matter, we only had ten minutes left together.  She got very excited and told me she went through the same thing. She told me i was going through a transition.  Fine tuning myself to the higher frequencies.  She told me that once i learnt properly i would hear the voice as clear as day.

Weird thing is she said it would just take me longer to learn to chanel if i kept blocking myself from the ones that aren't that nice to me.  Something about going up through the different levels and moving up to higher frequencies.

This lady has gone away for one month and i'll see her when she gets back, but untill then can any of you explain what my situation is or to you what going through transition is and what type of things are supposed to happen. 

[Richard]

This voice you’re hearing might be from a satellite. Governments use satellites to mind control people. They beam voices and programming right to your head. Channeling is dangerous and I would recommend you not trying it. Most people who channel are getting messages from satellites and not from higher beings.

[Mercy Now]

Ditto what Richard said. The voices are most likely from NWO projects such as Bluebeam.I am suspect of most ,if not all ,channeling. Yes, even Cayces.

[William]

  It could be from one of your Alters.  But is probably from your internal Programmer.  What have the voices told you?   The only voice i want in my head besides my own is my Higerself.  Is it Your higherself talking to you?  Any voice even from your higherself is you converting it to a voice.  As they are not talking but sending energy that you convert or filter to equal a voice.   Your Higherself or even Angels would never talk mean to you....  You could be open to lower Astral?    Just stay in balance and maybe go to expansions.com and ask about this in QandA, but they would need you to be scaned and you might have to pay for this.  But might be worth it in the end?

:)

[eagertolearn]

I have heard about mind control through satellites and am quite certain this is'nt the problem and i don't know anything about NWO projects.

I must state though i am not trying to do this it just happens, i bought the books to learn more about it not try to do it.

William what do you mean by Altars and internal programmer.

To answer the question about what they ask me i'll try explain as best i can, i'll give one example at a time.

I'm at work in a hospital and a voice will just start talking to me like " that would be so boring" etc etc and ill say in my mind back to them what do you want and whats your name" Sometimes they tell me and then i ask them to go as i'm concentrating on work and they do.

If not i ask them if they are lost or earthbound and sometimes they say yes. I then tell them in my mind to go to the light if this happens and the voice will go away.

On occasion i'll get something come along who talks crap to me. Not nice. It would feel the same as walking into a park of drunks and having them abuse me for not giving them money to buy alcohol. I must say this rarely happens anymore, because i have and am still learning to protect myself from this and make it go away faster.

The other thing is that i find interesting is how you say if its the higher self it would be me converting it to a voice. I feel this happens alot.

You know sometimes when the voice would start i'd try not to think at all to see if it was me making it up. William can you tell me more about what happens if it is the higher self because i'd like to know more about what would happen if that was the case.

[GertrudaRose]

I once was the victim of a spirit attachment. Came to me during surgery. It was a man that didn't realize he was dead and he would freak when I looked in the mirror because he saw the wrong face. I was able to get rid of him by going to a reiki healer that lead him to the light. It was very effective and cleared things up.

On the whole, I would say that anything that makes you feel uncomfortable is not good.

[Astrojewels]

Eagertolearn,

What Gertrudarose has said is what you must be aware of, there is much information to take in and everyone here has given you great advice, what you are experiencing could be a number of things. The one thing that you must concentrate on when hearing voices or channeling is being spiritually attached.

We are able to access other realms but this requires great caution because those who are roaming regularly have selfish intent. Channeling other realms can open your own electromagnetic energy field with an ‘invitation’ and you many not even be aware of what you are doing. If you hear a voice that you do not feel comfortable around, do not talk back or tell the voice directly that you do not welcome it.

Being programmed though technology has many reasons, perhaps for the purpose to split your consciousness, once the consciousness is split you can find this reality very hard to deal with, the smallest thing will trigger you into an altered state- depression, rage and being overwhelmed.

The explosion of amphetamines in our society has allowed this to be common.  

When you become spiritually attached it is always through the solar plexus chakra, because this is mid point and the rapid speed influences the chakras that are above and below. This chakra absorbs the greatest combined energy of physical and non physical. Some symptoms to this area being unbalanced are lack of energy, intake of foods high in sugar, no confidence and fear of being alone.

Going though a transition is a wonderful experience, generally we go through a age transition each nine years, it is like waking up and you know stuff, not sure how but you just do, it is also finding others that are like-minded, you no longer need to defend your beliefs because you are in a comfortable place where you are equally supported and supporting.

You must go with your feelings, do not doubt your inner voice, many clairvoyants are illuminati programmed for the new age, trust yourself to guide because you will never do the wrong thing to YOU.

[William]

  I for one am not talking you out of what your are experiencing.  Like anything unknown you must learn how to deal with it in a balance way and for Your greatest good. 

  Thinking about Higher beings, my idea of Higher beings do not tell us what to do as that would be like me trying to tell an ant how to live.  They do not interfere because this is Our lessons, not theirs.  They are above and beyond this realm.  Yes they can guide i believe and therefore you would be interpreting their good wishes.   When I look at a baby I want it to behave and want it to pick up a fork and eat without making a mess, and in a way im sending it thoughts all the time on how to do this whether im aware of sending it thoughts or not.  My energy is being sent out to this baby and whether or not im aware it is recieving my energy or my dissapointment.  I know that I can feel when someone is in a bad mood, im feeling their energy, sometimes i want to run from this person cause the energy is so strong. You might be in a place that others here, there, anywhere can send you their thoughts or energy.  But this is your life.  As children we need guidance but grow up to be our own person.   So if it is a Higher being sending you energy it would or should not be of a negative energy.  A Higher being would not be upset or dissapointed in us at all. 

  There is alot of information here and elsewhere about Alters or Internal programmer.  Have you ever gone to see a movie and come out feeling different?  Have you ever seen a person drunk and thought you knew them but they are acting so different?  Have you seen someone just get upset to what you thought was nothing and they look and act so different?  That is close and just simple term of an Alter a person entered and they are a different being.  If you watch a movie called the Manchruian candidate, they are people who are Programmed and enter an Alter of a different self and perform duties that they are not aware of or even hear and see things because of this. 

  Now none of this may be you.  And you might be getting energy from somewhere that you are translating and depending on your mood you are getting good or bad feelings from it.  Might be picking up thoughts where your working?

  I say all of this so you will study and help us understand all of this as I am not an expert at any of this but have seen alot.

  Be nice and gentle to yourself.  You would not let strangers into your house?  You would not let mean or crapy people into your house?  The same is with our minds.  If they are there to help then great.  I want to learn more of this!

Peace

Hope this helps and does not in anyway confuse or upset you as we are all learning.

:)

[eagertolearn]

Gertrude rose Yes i totally understand what your saying with what you wrote. The thing is people sometimes come to me to get me to work on them to remove spiritual attachments. I have also gone to someone more experienced than me in this field and i had no spiritual attachments that contribute to the transition i'm having.

Astrojewels i did find what you wrote about the chakras interesting because i can actually feel chakras and the aura with my hand.
When i feel a chakra and comb the aura i feels to me like im running my hand through water in a bathtub and can feel what ever is in it.

I was doing a chakra balance on myself the other night and the weird thing is all my chakras feel exactly the same except for the throat and third eye. My throat was a little blocked but my third eye, the energy there is twice as large with alot of heat. Also the last 3 days it throbs. I'm not a wiz on chakras and what they all do. But somethings going on. Also i totally understand what you mean when you talk about waking up every now and then and just knowing more.

William i actually am glad you giving me all this information as well because i am learning from what your writing. Not just learning but feeling relieved more.

Yes i am never told what to do and i know exactly what your saying about picking up on the energy because that is my experience i never thought about it untill now.

Example: I rarely go to psychics but the day i met the lady who chanels spirit was meant to be.
That day i woke up fine went shopping walked past the hippie shop went in and got this urge to see someone. I had to go to work so i thought another day. After i started working i started feeling weird sick even and thought i want to gome home, but i'll stay cos they need me here. I got worse and worse feeling terrible and then the voice said maybe you should go as i couldn't relax at all, it said it a few times. I didn't even need to ask work to leave because they obviously felt the energy i was giving off. They said if i didn't feel well to go home. As soon as i walked out of work strike me down i felt better in 5 mins, i went atraight up to the hippie shop and the lady i met was there waiting for me. I knew i was meant to meet her as i feel i was guided to her to get clarification. That has never happened to me at work before.

I dont feel at all like the altar and programming thing you spoke about but i'll be definately hiring the movie, thanks.

Today i was thinking to myself about all rhis stuff, what i've been through so far during this transition and while i was thinking, i saw myself doing a reading for someone like a channeler does and thought one day a may be writing that. And for once a got confirmation "you will" I went on thinking about the transition and thought i feel like i'm half way though it And again i heard it " you are" It made me feel great, but yes i havn't been told what to do or what will happen. I dont want to know because i wont be scared about it.

Funny a person always thinks i wish i can see auras and i wish i could give readings and things like that. I did and look at me now. Freaky:-)

I want to thank everyone who has and does read my blog on this, as well as thank all those who have and do respond, all responces do not confuse or upset me, they make me feel great as i am also learning more as well as about myself.

[eagertolearn]

Hi i just want to let everyone know, that i no longer need to be writing about this. In the last two weeks so much has happened.

I joined spiritualist church and now go there 2 days a week. So many other psychics and people with various gifts go there as well and without me even tell them, they have told me that i hear the voice of the spirit within myself, or higherself what ever you want to call it.

I have recieved all the advice i need of these people and am so happy about the whole thing and my ongoing progress. Thankyou all for your input.