Yep you can make it yourself...i've got a radionics machines with orgonite mixes built into them, bought it years ago and was expensive. Try going for the electrically powered orgonite, not the passive orgonite, that is simply too weak to benefit, and per pound of orgonite electrically charged yields much more power.
Interesting that customs asked for permission to open it, never heard of that before, they just usually open it and then send it on, I must also ask the question ââ¬Å donââ¬â¢t you care that you have paid money for something but not receivedââ¬Â ?
It was holidays and I've been stressed so I didn't pay it much attention. i'll call the customs after the weekend:) I bought from whale orgone..I think it was meant for gifting. He also had some big staffs or something, which I believe he used for charging the orgonite..I dont know how that stuff works:?
I just want to find out if it works first, I suppose it has to work since all you people are that enthusiastic:)
I think I also bought something called towerbusters..
I now have two places that sell crosses engraved with hebrew:) The second one didn't know hebrew but they could engrave it if I supplied the symbols or specified. Then I could use the ones in hyperspace healer, I noticed those are different from the traditional ones, except the Bet. So I wonder where the gimmel is best placed, on the upper pillar or the center. The center sounds best I think.
I also found some nice necklaces with only one letter in each, they had aleph and bet, with diamonds I think..But only one, seems weird.
Tattoos is also something I've been wondering about, one on each neckbone or thereabout and one beneath the throat? Could be small and discreete..They would be very small and i don't think they would be that harmful:)
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AJ, They ask sometimes and just open at other times again:P They are quite weird.
I do care about the situation, it will get solved. I just thought the package would appear..
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I wonder what you recommend, the hebrew letters from hyperspace healer or the traditional ones? And I noticed the aleph is different in there too. Strange, I saw the archangelic archetype has a traditional aleph.
AJ, They ask sometimes and just open at other times again:P They are quite weird.
I do care about the situation, it will get solved. I just thought the package would appear..
Headspace,
I in no way intend to be negative, you can not control customs, but this is another situation that ââ¬Ëyou thoughtââ¬â¢ would just sort out, I can not tell you what to do nor is it my intention, yet looking at the pattern of energy in your life, you constantly are faced with situations that ââ¬Ëyou thinkââ¬â¢ will work out. You are a combination of physical/non-physical, the thinking mind and working body must physically take action in this physical world, things do not sort out on their own especially when dealing with government agencies.
You can go and buy all the gadgets in the world, yet nothing will work unless your own energy is the fuel that feeds it.
I hear you;) This is something I've heard from my parents too, a lot. And you are absolutely right:)
I can go a little nuts when it comes to gadgets and stuff:P But earlier today while i was thinking about something my mother mentioned there was a guy here who does tattoos. I thought that was strange as i thought about this earlier on which I mentioned in the post above.. I do wonder about the three letters, they could be in black too if I'm not mistaken and I guess black lasts without fading:)
I wonder what effects that tattoo would have, the three first hebrew letters spread out across the front..
For a while I wondered about tattooing the lion archetype. But the gold and blue fades quickly and probably turns into unfavorable shades after a while. And they're not that healthy either.
I did notice however that a regular lion tattoo in black looks much nicer than I remembered, some of them. Lions are beautiful:) So, I might get one of those. Or a winged one, but I'm not familiar with that one. Only from stewart and that it has some strange roots in history..It seems little is known about the winged lion.
But I guess wings are good symbolically speaking.. I wonder if having the tattoo only in black will diminish the effect or make the wrong imprint, I mean it would still be a golden lion as I cant see it any other wayicon_rolleyes The black pigment is also just iron oxide, or it could be that depending on who the artist is and what inks he or she uses..The same as rust.
The attachment got intense today. If anyone has any information on that subject I would be really grateful. And I wondered about the purpose of doing something like that, attaching astral creatures to people.
And advice on how to get rid of it would be fantastic:)
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I'm probably going to buy a cross like I mentioned, but I wondered if I should add the archangelic aleph too:) I could place it either on the upper pillar or on the lower..I guess the upper would be best. Would that be right? Or do I need the background as well as I saw in SilverInfinitys picture? I didn't see any background in hyperspace healer so I guess it would be fine:) Actually, I didn't see any symbols either:? Wonder where they are in stewarts books..
I visited a place today and when I was there things started shifting, then I visited a relative and I got very manipulated by something..I guess it was the attachment.
I realized how it has played a part in what I called social anxiety, it's really just sabotage so that I could not connect with people.
And I've had some stuff follow me through the evening, strange. Programming involved as well. I did print out a bunch of new mergers I drew myself and they worked greatly once I put them on..That was while I was at the other place, before I put them in my pockets I was very edgy and not centered at all. It worked, but the attachment and/or something else started messing with me.
When I find the correct path to take, up until now I have been sabotaged and manipulated. Much more heavily than if I just get by..I had a saltbath yesterday and noticed huge effects:) But I need to find ways of getting clear of the astral.
I thought about finding an artist to ask if he/she could draw a winged lion picture for me, I see people go around with the same tattoos and that's depressing:? And there's not many winged lion pictures around either..Or maybe I'll just find a plain lion picture and ask someone to draw the wings:)
I do think a lion is okay for me to tattoo, I feel it is something I will not regret other than perhaps the timing since I'm only 22..And I don't plan on being this skinny for the rest of my life..I should probably work out first and stabilize things.
A lion aleph would be easier to maintain and less prone to change in regards to size..It would contain more pigments and more harmful ones, but it would probably be much smaller than the lion tattoo..I would most likely want a lion tattoo later anyway..This is just nonsense:D
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I would like to thank rskiller for the help I got from him lately, he helped me when I really needed it and it really did help too:) But I've had issues where I got weaker after getting help too as Astrojewels mentioned once before..The times I've had help without me knowing it I was alright, because I thougth it was me..Then I found out I got help and things changed..It was a little weird:?
I am quite aware of me needing to do things myself:) And I am. But I have had help and I am really grateful:)
Writing this I had manipulation again, I think I get the message..
Strangeicon_rolleyes
I'll write more later, I just had a block:) Wasn't mine..
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The number 11 followed me around today..It's a personal one for me. I'm not sure what that means, it seems to follow me in life too, or it may be me putting to much into it.
I wondered if anyone could help me with the symbols for the cross. I drew a quick picture to explain to the people who do the engraving but I wonder if the symbols are good enough or if you know where to find better pictures of the aleph bet gimmel.
I also wondered if I could use the archangelic symbol from SI to show them that symbol as my drawing looks horrible:? But I guess that might be wrong in regards to copyrights and stuff..
I will buy a electronic sketch board or whatever that's called at some point
And I'm not quite sure about the pacement of the archangelic symbol..where to place it or if it should be there at all..
