How Many People Here Are Specifically Programmed?

[Sariel]

Hi Monica

Yes, I do have very strong Lion frequency!  A lot of people see it in my appearance. 

When I saw your appearance for the first time, I was truly enthralled with your Lioness's beauty. I had always weakness for the most beautiful and finest pleasures in the life, but you are really very special. ;)

 

Looks like you did something similar with your avatar! :D

I am using archetypal symbols to express all my soul-personality aspects. Because I have Lion, Dolphin, Bear, Wolf and Scorpio frequencies I can use any of them when there is a need or just for my own pleasure. I refuse the idea that others (parents, society, and culture) define my personality for myself instead of me. This act of  defiance is Promethean: it makes you responsible for your own creation. That is what makes you in essence an artist - artist creating yourself.

Actually, art and artist is imitation of God-mind creation. God-mind is an supreme artist which is trying to replicate Itself, (self-creation); the process of Creation gives Him sense of Self-consciousness. Indeed, we are just reflection of Him, and because we do have God-mind aspects in our own mind-pattern we are trying to imitate Him through art. If we look deeply we would see, that energy we use in our creational and creative efforts is of sexual nature, and that is something about speaks the book The True Reality of Sexuality. If we look even more deeply, through energies, we would see Hyperspace dimensional realm, the point from which everything comes, and where everything ends, in repeating cycles of self-creation and self-destruction. 

 

I performed it as a duet with a boy from my school, which I was teased about endlessly!

Hehe, that was funny. And what was boy reaction? Did he enjoy, or did he call his parents for protection!?  Did he feel love from the song Can you fell the love tonight... or just fear? Heh!  :D

The only problem was that my voice was much louder, so it sounded more like a solo at times anyway!!! lol  The music teacher really liked it, so we would have to perform it at all these formal school events and assemblies.  I think it was called "Can you feel the love tonight..." or something similar.  That's part of the chorus at least. ;)

You make me very interested to hear one day your musical creativity. Poems were good :thumbsup:

[Sariel]

   

I performed it as a duet with a boy from my school, which I was teased about endlessly!

Hehe, that was funny. And what was boy reaction? Did he enjoy, or did he call his parents for protection!?  Did he feel love from the song Can you fell the love tonight... or just fear? Heh! 

Maybe I was very unspecified here. I asked what reaction boy had, because there was interesting case from Monarch Diary (Expansions site) Entry 61 :

"This dynamic played out over and over in my life. When I was approximately 8-10 years of age, there was a boy in my tiny neighborhood whom I attempted to attach to. I know I must have recently been through a programming session at the time because I can remember feeling especially traumatized and frightened—more than usual. I kept seeking someone who would protect and sustain me. The boy, who was a young teen, was naturally very uncomfortable with my attention and told his parents. His parents told my parents and I was in major trouble.&nbs p; I had no idea what I had done wrong only that there was something wrong with me ..."

And here is programming related to this; answer from Stewart:

"This function has its roots in Merovingian times.

The program is called, The Flower and the Bee.

In this Monarch subroutine, the woman is likened to a flower which must attract the various drones to take the pollen and redistribute it. Here, the "flower" must act as a catalyst for the male bee and activate him into his specific function. The flower cannot survive without her bee or many bees who allow her to live and spread her triggers.

The deprogramming technique which helps the most is to visualize the beehive with a big, brown "X" through it. Then see it falling to the ground and burning. The flower, then, must be transplanted to an indoor pot where no other bees can get to her. Then use the brown merger symbol over the visualization and put the entire scene in brown.

Keep doing this until there is no longer a beehive left in the matrix. It may take a bit of time, but it will eliminate the programming from the matrix."

[Monica]

Dear Sariel

Well, I appreciate the compliment on my appearance! :smile2: :redface:  Especially today when I've been feeling a bit stressed - it was nice to smile.

I don't know what the boy's reaction was!  I didn't know him very well, and we only came to together for singing this song.  That in itself is a programming indication.  I do remember he was a blond haired/lighted eyed person called David. 

I have definitely noticed flower and bee type programming in myself.  I have seen how I sometimes turn 'on' like a light when I am talking with people, and males get very sweet and gentle, and I start thinking - "oops!" - because I am not trying to attract anyone, but I know they're responding to this programming energy.  I don't have men flocking around me exactly, it's more remote than that.  It's like they really see an exotic 'flower', but don't want to crush it, so maintain a bit of distance.

Thanks for quoting the diary entry - I remember this conversation, but it's a good reminder to work on this now.  I think maybe there is a little bit of fear involved - when I get intense or inspired in a conversation I create a lot of energy and power, and I think it can make some males either defensive or 'enthralled'.  It's not really an effect I desire to have though. :/

However, all of this is obviously based on my natural creative energies that are based in sexuality/God-Mind creation, as you say.  I actually notice that being very strongly on Lion frequency can attract people too, because it has a very expansive creational vibration.  I use it a lot in my voice for singing to open up the tones.

I agree with you completely about being a self-defined person.  I have always felt this, and it only got stronger when I learnt about hyperspace techniques.  I also have a variety of genetic frequencies that I use, and I link to simultaneous existences as well for self-learning.  One part of my music I like to think about now is how I can self-create myself as an artist through my unique appearance, and incorporate these energies to empower me.

Life is more interesting as an individual. :)

[Monica]

I was reading through Stewart's response again, and realising how timely this really is.  Usually I stay very centred and focused within myself, but sometimes I find that when I am communicating with more than one male, I start to feel like I am supposed to be what they need most at ny given time - just in conversation.  It's a distraction and a dilemma, because it confuses me about how I really relate to people.  This exercise can come in useful now to deactivate these emotions. 

I get called a lot of flower names too.  One of my parents 'pet' names for me was Petal, and people often comment on how i look like i am 'wilting' when I get tired, hungry, or too hot/cold.  I guess I'm a hothouse variety - I need pampering!!

[Guest]

haha. i pull everythign off somehow. many females orwhatever, i'm always ok. what i don't get is why females, especially extremely annoying and or programmed ones seem to attract so much of my attention. NOT attraction, physically but actual preoccupation. this has got to stop, i'm attracting programmed peopel everywhere.

by the by, canada: 100% programmed, like 20 percents specifically programmed, it's a mess here. time t go eat. peace.

Diego Jose

[Sariel]

Hi, Monica the Beautiful  :wink2:



I had read most of your previous posts, and I am well aware of your intelligence and intuitive abilities which you are using very efficiently in deprogramming work. In fact, I did learn a lot from your texts.

If female/flower function is to atract bees/males, than males/bee function is to go from the flower to flower. Particularly, this type of programming in males can result in promiscuous behaviour. So, I should be careful. And including this all, I still do have many sexual alters from astral/physical rituals to deal with.  

You are right, life is more interesting as an individual. However, most of people sacrifice their freedom for security. That is why we had, and still have, so many tyrannical societies. That is very sad. :( It seems that only real life-fighters can live as individuals.
 

For practical reasons I like the most Violets, (it helps in visualisations). I used to like red roses, but red can have some unwanted results if you stay too long under influence...sometimes it is just a bit too much. 


Haha, a hothouse variety!  :D  I believe that most of males would be very happy to pamper you, so, don't worry about it! :wink2:

[Sariel]

Oh, I did almost forget. Your new avatar. Golden winged Lion! Blue triangles?! Is that your own art? Very nice and very mysterious, indeed. [size="1"](or I need an eye-exam?) 
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[Monica]

Hi Sariel

Yes, the winged lion is my own artwork.  The triangle is something that 'appeared' while I was creating it - it's a kind of scale/balance of perfection.  I felt like having something powerful and personal.

I'm glad you brought up the male bee function of going from flower to flower, as I had been thinking about what the masculine version of this programming would 'Bee'.... hehehe 

I imagine men with this proramming would be very emotionally vulnerable, and I can think immediately of people I am certain would have this in their matrix.  Most bees die when they sting someone, so males would be very self-protective in an aggressive way: maybe extremely unpleasant at times just to warn people away, because they know they will only self-destruct and die (figuratively or literally) if they get too close to whatever is threatening them.  That would be a type of suicide programming layered in on this sexual function.  The 'buzzing' can be either a honey-coated tongue that 'lights up" the flower girl, or a frantic attempt to avoid certain 'death'.  These men must be quite melodramatic too - like 'Queen Bees'!!!  And they probably have an issue with a dominant/domineering mother who has imprinted this need for extreme emotional experience.

Hmm - I have always been attracted to the large colourful hothouse flowers!  I am a performer/singer afterall! ;)  I like orchids, which I know are a deep sexual icon/trigger, so I have to be careful with those.  I used to have a red rose plant, but unfortunately I didn't take good enough care of it, and it died. :(  I like the light colours roses though. :D 

I actually wrote a song/poem last year about flower programming:


Lovely Flower Girl

The pretty stunning-coloured rose contains a deadly poison…

My petals are all delicate
Handle me with care
Layered symbols – so intricate
Exquisite, fragile, and fair

A beautiful butterfly kiss with wings of toxic desire…

I am a lamp that shines
In a play of power and control
You flutter round my mind
So I forget what it means to be whole

Daisy-chained in the arms of my puppeteer so I can’t fly…

[PurpleParrot]

I'm sure many people have been told that they are like queen bees and they have butterflies in their stomachs. These are common expressions. My initial reaction was that I freaked out when I read Billie Meiers (correction--Fritz Springmeier)website on how they install programming in monarchs. In additon, many people all around the world wear flowers, dragonfly and butterfly pendants because I believe many people respect nature and the beauty of it and just want to reflect it within their own auras. There is no harm unless you make it out to be harm. I now choose to perceive it as beautiful and benevolent. However, I no longer question programming since I understand what it is about as another angle at self exploration.


I did read a passage in the Monarch Diaries on flower to a bee programming where there is a woman who is equated to a flower and has many males who are infatuated with her like bees who want to pollenate her.

Monica your poem--specifically the lines "a beautiful butterfly kiss with wings of toxic desire" makes me think of this Janet Jackson song as well as this Sting song.

The lines from "Thats the Way Love Goes" by Janet Jackson are :"like a moth to a flame burned by the fire.". I heard that song when I was about 11 or 12 years old.I love this song and I respect the artist.

Sting--"Desert Rose"-he talks about intoxication.I also love this song and the artist.

Orchids--I believe they are the national flower of Singapore.Singapore has a huge orchid garden...

peace

 

[Monica]

Yeah - I'm a bit of a "Queen Bee" sometimes too!  I am used to the 'butterflies in my stomach' phrase as well, as my mother uses t a lot, and it is also quite common to describe pre-performance nerves.  not surprising maybe, as it could symbolise the monarch later(s) being activated prior to going on stage!  Tanks for bringing that one up - it;s something for me to look at.

The song lyrics are interesting.  There is always symbolism layered in deeply with these Iconic artists!

Peace to you too :D