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I've known my entire life. Oh yeah and before I was born.
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That's interesting that you knew before you were born....btw...I've ordered a personality profile so I hope Stewart will tell me whether or not I am specifically programmed!!!! It will be so nice to know..so I don't have to worry about not knowing. If I am, then I will have to learn how to deprogram better and I will need people's help in doing so. If I'm not, then I'll still be deprogramming from general mass mind control.
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Well, I live near the penis of the dragon(DC). Ha.
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William, I placed the order last week and I understand the Swerdlows are busy so when I get it , I will definitely post about it and gladly share. I don't mind sharing especially if it is hyperspace/metaphysics/self exploration related. I also know that some things can be kept to oneself too so there are things I would openly share and other things I'd make unknown to everyone. If I think it is really good and worth it(which I strongly believe it is),then I may even write a general review about the profile for them on the services page. I wanted something like this for so long but I was so hesitant for such a long time. After speaking with many people about it, I just thought it was the right time to order one plus in a way I hope it shows that I am supporting the Swerdlows work as well. Also I've been saving up for a long time too, I thought it couldn't hurt. I really want to know more about myself and I wanted to learn about whether or not I'm programmed or not. I suspect I am but its weird since the past three years I didn't think I was. I keep entertaining the idea about being specifically programmed---if I had altars, how people control and manipulate me, how I've been used and what I've probably been used for. I won't know until I get this profile. For now I am just working on removing excess fear,doubt and trying to explore my soul a bit deeper while I have the time to do so.
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Very well said PurpleParrot. Its rare to find those that want to work on themselves. Good for you!
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Main reason I wanted the profile, as would anyone, was that I wanted to see where I could change my life and things in my mind pattern..
I am working on what I feel is out of imbalance within myself..that is fear, irritation, anger. I was reading the Decoding Your Life book(i purchased it last year, read it as soon as I got it...well at least most of it..then went through chapters when I felt stuck..its been sometime since I really looked at it to see how I can improve self exploration--I checked subpersonalities section--)
Even though I have these tools, I just want to know how I can enhance my self exploration, experiences and situations better..what I can change about myself and my life...
I may want to start another thread here...on this topic...
back to specific programming:
For those of you who know you're specifically programmed, how long have you known about this and how long have you been deprogramming?? What was your experience like finding out about being specifically programmed? Hope I'm not asking something "bad" here.
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