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Octahedron, can you just visualize a dragon-fly sitting on the right side of your head and a winged lion on the left? It's pretty easy to do.
Programming or not, it gives a sense of power because the winged lion is a powerful icon. And the winged dragon-fly symbolizes courage and flight towards your goal.
Lately I've been scared. A few days ago I woke up with three stinging sensations on my testicles. Just last night I felt a stinging sensation under my right armpit. I would wake up from a horrifying dream and then feel the sensation last for a few seconds. I'm starting to believe programming is real.
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Well,there is certainly something happening to you at night.Where did you get that the winged dragon fly symbolizes that? It is used for deprogramming.
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Wings represents flight and dragon is for courage. I used the words.
Is there anything should I do to prevent this from continuing?
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I said that I had been feeling stinging sensations about two posts back on this thread.
The scary thing is that Cliff told his story today and he said needles were put into the base of his rectum for an instant erection. The stinging sensations I have been hading after waking up these past days felt like needles were punched into my skin! I felt three needle sensations after I woke up from a erotic nightmare of me masturbating and my penis growing so large it felt like expoding.
Someone I have a history with knows my personal energy signature and is tapping on it because of probably what I have posted. He has control of my astral body! But like Cliff, I saw this person in one of my astral abductions too, so I know it's him. I warn you- I'm not afraid of using all my resources to KILL you remotely. I'm going to get my will power back one way or another and it doesn't necessarily involve shutting down implants or deprogramming. If you had read my memories, you should be really scare of what I can potentially do again with only my thoughts. All this abduction and mind control happened ever since meeting you and I regret knowing you. Leave me alone.
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Oh you're talking about the red Y. It didn't do anything for me.
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GB,
You need to ground and calm down, these threats are not appreciated here, the astral body is not easy to take control of, and the events cliff speaks of is when he was under mind-control and participating in heavy ritual, I can tell you that although cliff still sees things daily he does not allow anything to have control of him now, even if someone with extreme talent knows you signature, remote views and pulses energy towards you, they do not have full control unless you allow it.
We all have free will and how you choose to control it is entirely up to you, because it is the only thing that is truly yours in this life, it can not just be taken, it requires ritual and energetic synchronicity to enforce power over another when you are an adult.
I do not doubt that you may be feeling negative energy, but once you know it is there you have the control to stop and resist it, becoming aggressive is not going to help your situation it will actually only amplify any programming or intentional energy sent your way, when you feel a target by energy the only defense is energy and the greatest energy is love, think of someone or something that you truly love with your heart, and return that through the loop and see what type of response you get. Please no more threats here.
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Sorry about that. You can remove or edit my post. I was very emotional.
And thanks for explaining things in an understanding way. I feel better now.
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Very good learning experience tho! :)
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Astrojewels,
Can I say your words seem to have such a profound effect on me. You seem so.........wise and your spirit seems so ....gentle. Its hard to explain, but I am touched by your words and the way you speak them so empathetically.
"you must search inside self in order to find the complexities of your personality, programming, mind-control, subliminals and manipulation only have power over your life when hand over control, authority is not something that is taken from you, it is something that you give voluntary through fear.
When you are born, you do it solo, when you die, you also do it solo, although as a physical human race we require the support and love from others, your journey must be centered around you and no one else, when you become a foundation of strength, you will be amazed how your life takes a turn and the people in your life become more like you, rather than you becoming more like the world. "
You wrote those words to GB in a previous post and I read them about 3x.
You are a very special person.
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