Hi all, "Praises be, I've seen the light!"

[alex_fresh@]

I am also been following expansions for many years now and i will be honest i am in complete shock! i did have suspicions about the swerdlows work but i thought it was sabotage programing.At the moment my head feels completely fragmented because i honestly thought that the swerdlows work was the best work that i had ever came across.I am still very upset because i have invested a lot of time and energy in expansions i have there books and have been practicing there techniques for a few years now i will post more but i need to get my head together this is very heavy for me..

[William]

Welcome Alex, take your time.

[alex_fresh@]

I wish i had listened to my intuition many years back but i thought i was deprogramming i was on hyperspace cafe for a good part of a whole day right up too the following morning till 5am.Reading and listening to everything that my mind could handle i am still in shock i feel like crying because i have been practicing the exercises and techniques, and now i am worried that the archetypes/symbols that i have been using are dangerous I even have hyperspace symbols all over my bedroom wall.

[alex_fresh@]

thanks William..

[Jacaranda]

[user=1759]alex_fresh@[/user] wrote:

I am also been following expansions for many years now and i will be honest i am in complete shock! i did have suspicions about the swerdlows work but i thought it was sabotage programing.At the moment my head feels completely fragmented because i honestly thought that the swerdlows work was the best work that i had ever came across.I am still very upset because i have invested a lot of time and energy in expansions i have there books and have been practicing there techniques for a few years now i will post more but i need to get my head together this is very heavy for me..

Alex, after I had realized for the first time what the Swerdlows were really doing, and that Expansions is run as a cult and in the most despicable ways I also had my head spinning. I was living in a fantasy world, despite the many very obvious warning signs. Then I started posting here to warn others and to digest the traumatizing experiences by writing them down. I very happy I did that and I haven't finished completely. Plus, I also have their books and many of their DVDs; DVDs I could never watch as I would fall asleep... Trust me when I tell you, the first days of awakening from their cult were harsh! Today I feel awesome!

As the saying goes, 'a thousand mile journey always starts with the first step'. So welcome here, Alex!

[alex_fresh@]

The reason i joined the expansions experience is because i was brain washed with the new age i thought that was an honest movement then i came across the swerdlows and i felt they saved me from the new age movement this is why it is very upsetting to me because they had the answers that i was looking for and a way out and i have fell into the same trap. i will be honest i have tried to convince myself that what i feel about the swerdlows is not true but i know it is not just because of what i have researched but because i already knew it a while back but after reading the swerdlows books and listening to there interviews etc i was convinced it was all sabotage programing.

[alex_fresh@]

thanks jacaranda

[Mercy Now]

Welcome alex:)

[mmasters]

It's hard at first to wake up and realize you got suckered by a couple of spectacularly sick con artists. I thought Casey Anthony was bad but this is a another level of sick and ethically a level or two down from most drug dealers. Maybe someone should contact dateline or call up Nancy Grace lol.

[PurplePebble]

Hi Alex. Welcome to the Cafe.:)