How Many People Here Are Specifically Programmed?

[haven]

It has been very interesting because my mother is visiting me this week.  She is a scorpio birthsign, but watching her in operation is simply shocking now.  I have some real issues with her and have wondered if a parent can be a handler even, but since working on deprogramming myself I was more appalled than usual by her interactions with men last night.  Also saddened.  I have to suspect scorpian programming.  The plus side is I am not getting hooked by her behavior since I can view it objectively now and in context.

The other interesting thing is I have been very sick since the day she flew out with some very odd things, and in specific areas that I have been working with the merger.  My throat, lungs, and heart area are terrible.  I couldn't even sleep last night.  About 4 years ago (way before I was open to the whole programming thing) I was diagnosed with an "asthma-like" disorder (and the actual thing wasn't very asthma-like lol), but I have no "known" allergies and the medications made me REALLY sick, so I got off of them.  I haven't had any problems with it since, but now that I started deprogramming and my mother showed up I am experiencing a lot of pain.  I wondered if it is trying to force me to focus on 3d and not hyperspace stuff.  I am continuing to do violet flushes and using the merger symbol in the areas.  I feel the throat is obvious because of pressure to communicate falsely, the lungs are probably because I feel suffocated, the heart because I am wounded by the situation with her and for her.

I must assume I have specific programming at this point, but it is like having a divided mind.  One is reading a lot of this information and saying "well, of course, you already knew this." and the other is saying "you realize you must be having a psychotic break, right?" :paranoid:

[William]

  Haven, Relax and take care,...  Its ok to focus on 3D as that Is showing you where to work on your problems.  Grab the HealersHand book and put the correct colors back in those places your having probs with.

  Let us know how things are going!!!!

:)

[xan-i]

One is reading a lot of this information and saying "well, of course, you already knew this." and the other is saying "you realize you must be having a psychotic break, right?"    ~Haven

Aye, a mind divided is a pain in the heart - and vice-versa...

The plus side is I am not getting hooked by her behavior since I can view it objectively now and in context.     ~Haven

 But hey! That is a wonderful thing! :nod:

Treat mean with green - and take heart, Haven.

[Monica]

Hi Haven

Yes, Parents are the most common handlers for people.  The it can be a spouse/partner, co-worker, friend, or other famiyl member when you have left that environment.  However, the first handler imprinter always sets the stage for all the rest, and that's where many primary issues develop.

Your mother represents your physical life/Ego?Left-brain/Loical mind-patterns that you were imprinted with as a child.  Having heart pains may indicate "Inner Child" alters that need to be merged etc.  Throat issues may develop if you haven't spoken up for yourself with her, and lungs are your ability to breathe in new ideas/inspiration.  So - you may feel constricted and shut down in your self-epxression because of childhood issues that still plague you.

Scorpion programming: if she has it, then you will too.  The Scorpio sign is a very powerful emotional energy that can have very deep highs and lows.  Seeing how her astrological energies correlate to your own could also give insight.  Karen Des, who does the profiles at Expansions, does fantastic interpretations of relationships based on astrology.

[DreamTime]

Just for your info, in case you missed it Monica, Karen no longer is on the Expansions website. Hopefully she'll be coming over here soon.

[William]

  It seems like there are a few Scorpios here,   Show of hands? or Stingers!

[Monica]

Ahh - thanks DreamTim. :)  I knew she was moving on with her work, but I didn't realise she had stopped selling through Expansions.  That's good news for her - to have her own space for her creations. :D

 

[Richard]

Now that Karen is on her own, she can sell her services cheaper. She’ll be registering here in a couple weeks and will be able to answer questions about her services. She has a few new services that she didn’t have on Expansions.

[Guest]

soudns liek we're getting another upgrade. i liek it.

[xan-i]

Lol, William - aye!  Some do appear to have quite a sting in their tails.  Did you know that the majority of species are evolving to lose their venom?  All things being connected, maybe we could do worse than to consciously support them in that respect!  :big grin: