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oh yeah about Monsters Inc: I saw that movie.I was a huge disney fan when I was a kid..and I went to Disney World several times in my childhood up until I was 16 years old. My parents, brother and I went on a Disney Cruise when I was about 9 or 10 years old. Monsters Inc is basically what you guys said: monsters having access to worlds and places by traveling to closet doors..they'd end up in a kids room and scare the child to collect the childs scream energy. That scream energy is used to fuel the monsters world. So yeah this is a clue about what the illuminati do...
btw--I think I felt silly to talk about what I was scared of in my room and in my closets because peers my age would humor that concept and bash it...also you would always see in kids movies and tv shows that it was a silly idea to be afraid of something in your room or your closet.
do you guys have siblings? Any of you have a sibling ten months older or younger than you...opposite gender...that might have dressed in the same colors or even clothes as you did at some times??
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PurpleParrot, Everything you said i could touch on. example..... you said....I have had this ability where I could transmit thoughts to others and they would receive it right away and sometimes I'd even sense them too. William says.... This ability was used on me..... I once knew a loving person that had this ability but they abused it for evil because it would help them get all they wanted from life - The down side is, the Reptilian attached to their soul now! PLEEEEEEse dont take this wrong and stop using your ability but i have seen the best abuse it to the point of no return. I use to play the game with friends where we would just start speaking words at random together then in a moment we were speaking the same thing every time..... Yall play that game?
The point from above is that i thought only nice spiritual people could have these wonderful abilities. Its why they use you, us. !
MOst of what you have said I have experienced also..... I shut down all of my abilities.
I could touch on everything else you have said And I mean everything. But you guys should listen to your elders sometimes..... Take it easy, slow down, You are soooo young and life is not going to get away from you. Trust yourself! Dont allow anyone inside your circle if you dont want. Relax......And.... Dont Panic.......
Just keep following Expansions help.
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William...I don't use it on others any longer...don't panic....I felt ashamed of what I did..I thought I mentioned that in the post?? so I stopped for the most part..I know I have to be careful with what I say or do now...I use the ability to create my own reality..and I try to send things up to oversoul whenever I get th echance to..there's a lot more changes I have to make.---sometimes I don't have complete control over it..and I think thats because another part of me is using it..when a part of me is trying to stop it..i have no excuses but to be merged and send everything to oversoul.
but thanks..
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PurpleParrot, I was not really talking about you using it or not, i think you should use it to better yourself and to help others. I was just relating what nasty business was done to me. That was my big learning surprise. I was surprised to find someone with those abilities and they use it for evil. So i balance that. It was such a learning experience.
Mainly my point is ,,,,,, You and me so same..... Thats why they use us...... Because of those abilities you have. They use our doubts about ourselves. They use our talants, they make us ashamed , they make us shrink inside.
If i was a future you, would you really listen to me? (this just a thought game)
thoaw future and past me's i just merge em, best after brown. they talk liek right away, but it's all good :)
i got scary ass visits when i was a kid. lots of scary, never a closet, but under the bed yeah. they were definitely scary ones. i can see them astralites lately, pain in the ass... the worst is when they use god-mind, like openings and stuff, you usually know cause they're liek thrown in your face. i got a grey opening to the crown when i stepped outside liek yesterday, followed the confusion/lies learnt, and banned the window.
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Violetdolphin, Very interesting. I dont remember anything under the bed.
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If you were a future version of me..that would be interesting..lol it would mean I have to warp into a male in a few years and go through the same experiences as you..
but I'm not you...and you're not me...
Most of my life I was accustomed to listening to elders because apparently thats what my parents told me: that Indians have to respect their parents and elders more and that family always comes first over others. So that gave my parents more leverage over me when it came to my wanting to hang out with friends,etc. So I was always listening to elders and one of my teachers actually said I was obedient..another one said that they wished they had a 100 to a 1000 students like me because I listened well to them. I somehow had the chance to be myself in some ways--I'd watch sci fi..do tarot/astrology..explore things...when I was in my other college..I really got into different explorations...when i switched colleges and came home...I was rebelling a great deal...my mom and brother used to get upset because I'd do the opposite of what they requested....
So when you ask if I'd listen to you..it depends...I have trouble trusting people these days...I used to think people's advice was a part of their own agenda to make me do something I do'nt want to do....and that I had to be my own person and make my own decisions..
I would listen to you if I had trust in you...I nkow trusting someone else really means trusting the part of myself that they are reflecting to me..
I can get the feeling I can trust you guys...
So I would listen to you because you basically said you were burned(learned a lesson after probablybeing victimized by someone you thought was good) ....but then again..if I needed to learn my own experiences....and learn how to break out of victim mentality....I may keep your advice in my mind...but Oversoul might throw me in different experiences to make me learn about it...
I know there's good and bad sides to all of us...I don't think I'm exempt from having negatives.. but I would try my best to be a good person...and work with Oversoul and God Mind...but i understand we're all ultimately people who are learning and experiencing and that God Mind is neutral..we're hte microcosm of the macrocosm...so we have to experience and balance out positive and negative as we grow....but be responsible and aware of all that we do.
sorry for this long answer...i know i contradicted myself. i couldn'[t give you a simple straight answer.
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Richard, I probably still have the witchcraft books here somewhere, they are well known so i will look for them and report back.... it will be interesting.
No one taught me how to hypnotize.... It came natural to me. I was a secret magician wannabe but in the closet with it. I was the mysterious kid only because everyone would make fun of my hobbies. Magic, slight of hand, hypnosis poof~ darn i lost the rabbit again. May i saw you in half? Pick a card any card........ Then magic = sorcerer _ mystic + hidden knowledge = sitting on couch sipping beers ordering pottery from the buying channel!
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Have just been reading all the last posts - you are all amazing. Be comfortable with your respective abilities. I'm probably much older than all of you so when I was young it was not really acceptable to speak of psychic things. My mother was good at sending thoughts and could see entities but she was afraid of this and did not discuss it with other members of the family, mostly just me. We were very into Astrology (from when I was quite little) but she had had a couple of scary experiences with seances and warned me against this. My father was in Freemasonry and it was very important to him. Stewart's info on this has given me a whole new perspective on our family dynamics. I was always fascinated by space, aliens, anything sci-fi, time travel etc as soon as it became available, but I always thought there was much more than was presented to the public. Have been a Star Trek fan since day 1 (guess that may point to programming). Also in approx. 1990, came across the Seth books - I felt I was home with these concepts. Joined a meditation group with a great teacher who introduced us to far more than the usual New Age-type stuff, however I still felt there was more I wasn't being told. Found SOC a couple of years back but felt very uncomfortable with this info (more like anxiety) so did not pursue it until 2005, don't know if I just wasn't ready or perhaps the IP was trying to "throw a spanner in the works", but have started it all now and there's no going back! Hope I haven't bored you all.
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