New To Deprogramming

[William]

  Richard,  sounds like Dreamtime will lose herself in a project?  Im that way if i have a project i believe in or even a hobby.  Its like i change into someone else.   Wait....thinking.....thought......blip...blurp.... could it be that maybe we change into Alters that way????  Is that what an Altar is?         ~blurp~

[SilverInfinity]

I think losing your focus to creativity at the task in hand is "you're in the zone." :unibrow:

[William]

  Reader,  I also read the Pleiades books and some.  I have a tape recording of Bashar, heard of him?  He's bunk but they all are.   Ive always wanted to go live on a space ship like lost n space,....  All my tree forts were space ships defending the universe we called the Grove.

[DreamTime]

Hi All,

First of all, I am NOT a ST fanatic.  Yes, I like the ST series (all of them) a lot, and yes, I have watched them all many times, but I have NEVER felt a compulsion to dress up like them or learn Klingon or Vulcan!  {See...as I keep on telling you Richard...you DO NOT know everything about me. :tongue2:)  My all-time favorite character was Spock (okay, here I have to admit...when I was younger, I used to fantasize that Spock would meet me, we fall in love and have kids together. :shock:)  My other favorite characters were Data and Jon Luc Picard ( I still think he's a sexy older man).  BTW: I really liked the Voyager series.  Yes, at first it was hard getting used to a female captain, but after a while, I got used to it, and the other actors really helped to pull it together.  I liked the story lines.  As I writer, I look at TV and movies in that way, and see what works in the story and what doesn't.  Oh yeah, I once visioned myself writing ST novels, but that fizzled out just like everything else. (I have wonderful sabotage programming.)

As to all these "powers" or "talent" that everyone is talking about...I used to do the "influence thing" years ago when I was still married and living in NJ.  I was friends with a fellow writer who was big into the psychic thing.  She even did dream interpretations on the radio.  She was starting to teach me the things she knew.  I remember practicing on the geese and birds that flew overhead.  I would "influence" them to fly in the directions that I wanted them to.  But then she showed me how to "get into" other people's heads.  I did it once with this one writer guy I had an attraction to, and I freaked out when I saw his living room etc., through his eyes.  But then I had my "breakdown" and since then I haven't been able to do any of that stuff. (It could be that I haven't really tried much since then.)  I think it was all of the drugs that they put me on.  I've been off of the drugs for the past 7 or 8 years, but I think the damage has been done already.

 I still have days where I do not believe that I am programmed.  It just seems so unreal and unbelievable...know what I mean?  Even though I have been to most of the so-called "programming sites" around the US, and even though my family's names seem to be connected to the Illuminati families, and certain "weird" things have happened in the past...it still seems unbelievable.  Almost as if I am trying to find irregularities in my life.  I just don't know.  This is all still a lot to absorb and digest.

Heh...guess they've done a pretty good job on me, huh?

[William]

  Do you find this is a difficult concept to explain to "mainstream" people?  I haven't really talked about programming to anyone outside of the people who do Hyperspace work.   Should we be very selective or do you think we can introduce this to lots more people?

  Cant really explain to mainstream people at all.  But have learned to sidestep with reason about items in a way to start them thinking that there is more going on.

  I tried telling someone in the new age spiritual thinking about this stuff,  I really thought he would be open to just discuss this stuff like we do here.   NOPE,  He more or less freeked on me and ran away.  I think it was more ego on his part though which is sad.


  Kicks Dreamtimes spock ears back under her couch!

[Richard]

I have NEVER felt a compulsion to dress up like them or learn Klingon or Vulcan!  {See...as I keep on telling you Richard...you DO NOT know everything about me.

I do know everything about you. I didn’t say you wanted to dress up and learn Klingon. I said you are almost as bad as the people who do. :tongue2:

 

[William]

  Richard,  you made me look at my mind pattern and watching SCi Fi movies.  I like to watch them Because i KNow the Humans will win and kick the shite out of the Aliens, and i like seeing the Aliens loopholes and faults.

  (however while sitting in traffic i remarked at all the cars speeding by that they dont even realize that we have already been invaded and taken over, we just dont realize it)

  ZZZZZZZZzzzzzrrrtttt~fiz.    Phases back to the Birthday party~ Life is great!

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[Richard]

William, I can see enjoying seeing the humans defeat the aliens but it would be nice if they could make some peaceful Sci-Fi movies where everyone is getting along with each other. I guess that’s why I like comedies the best. I like seeing everyone enjoy themselves and having a good time.

[SilverInfinity]

Yea, Richard. Broadway should have a Sci-Fi musical of the many different aliens living together. That is weird.

[Richard]

DreamTime says that the movie Dinotopia is close to that. :)