Shy and seeking help

[Dove]

I’ll add some more information while I’m in a better frame of mind.
When I began having boughts of fatigue and health issues SS told me that it was the Hyperspace Café people attacking me. I told him that I didn’t even know anybody from there and he said to me that it “didn’t matter; they attack anyone who is connected to me. It just goes with the territory, sorry”. It made no sense to me why a group of people I didn’t even know would attack me, who was just another of the many who knew SS. He said that they (Hyperspace Café people) needed to be removed.
He always treated me very well and made me feel like I was at home. My former partner and I knew him for years. But over the last year I started to get really creeped out. Especially when the KB talk increased and talk about the coming invasion and that we the “chosen ones” would be in charge of helping save the world. He told me that we in the OMG were KB spies who would be called into action when the time came. SS said to the OMG that if you have KB programming you would be given one chance to act and if you denied that you would never have a second chance. If you denied when the time came you would be cast out forever and another would take your place.
He and Janet bicker all the time. They don’t agree on much and SS is always wasted tired. They contradict each other and themselves constantly.
There are a few OMG members who follow them like puppy dogs. A guy named Travis and his girlfriend Deborrah, Patricia, Elaine, Randolph (though they talk badly about him behind his back) and their lawyer Anthony. A new guy named Michael seems quite taken by what SS and J have to say. I think the guy there named White Wolf was the only one that seemed to have the most common sense. I don’t even think he is going to stay a member. He seemed very much within himself and told me that groups weren’t for him. At lunch one day he basically said that he thought the connection could bring him more students to his wilderness school. I’ll tell you that he is the only one who could speak at the OMG meeting in spring and everyone else stopped talking. Nobody interrupted him. To me he’s the only one there who was “real” and everyone could feel it. I know I could feel it! He was a nice guy but his inner intensity was crazy wicked and I would never want to piss him off. I read his book and he fit the contents perfectly.
That’s another weird thing. White Wolf tells of his past and he walks it and shows it. That man has more scars than anyone I have ever known! Huge knife scars. He looks like he has been through hell and back and you can see it in his eyes. Stewart has no scars. If he was Montauk Boy wouldn’t he have scars from all that torture? That guy White Wolf has no fear, literally no fear at all. Stewart and Janet are riddled with fear!
My main fear is can SS do what he says? Can he get into you from a distance? Is he capable of astral assassination? Do the techniques he teaches for protection work and if so does he know how to get around them to hurt somebody?
I’m sorry. I don’t want to take up this space on your forum to blabber on about my problems.

[PurplePebble]

"My main fear is can SS do what he says? Can he get into you from a distance? Is he capable of astral assassination? Do the techniques he teaches for protection work and if so does he know how to get around them to hurt somebody?"




I am sure I would be dead by now if that were the case. :)

[William]

"My main fear is can SS do what he says? Can he get into you from a distance? Is he capable of astral assassination? Do the techniques he teaches for protection work and if so does he know how to get around them to hurt somebody?"

And if he could, would this be a person you would want to follow???????????????? Think about that.

[Mercy Now]

[user=1729]Dove[/user] wrote:

SS told me that it was the Hyperspace Café people attacking me. I told him that I didn’t even know anybody from there and he said to me that it “didn’t matter; they attack anyone who is connected to me. It just goes with the territory, sorry”.

I don't mean to be rude Dove but for me this is laughable.
I wouldn't expend the energy on them nor would I ever stain my soul with such an action.I will not become them.

[Richard]

I’ll add some more information while I’m in a better frame of mind.
When I began having boughts of fatigue and health issues SS told me that it was the Hyperspace Café people attacking me. I told him that I didn’t even know anybody from there and he said to me that it “didn’t matter; they attack anyone who is connected to me. It just goes with the territory, sorry”. It made no sense to me why a group of people I didn’t even know would attack me, who was just another of the many who knew SS. He said that they (Hyperspace Café people) needed to be removed.

Stew is such a bullshitter and he is delusional. We have nothing against his clients. We don't even know them. Then he is giving us to much credit. He's acting like we're super psychics able to attack anyone we wish. Expansions needs to be shut down. The Swerdlow's need to be locked up for all the people they are causing harm to.

[Jacaranda]

Dove,

May I ask how long were you part of the OMG?

I can also guarantee that neither Stewart nor Janet have any psychic powers that any of us don't have. These scaring techniques are typical cult behavior, recorded and studied over and over again. The recipe is always the same, a charismatic guru has the message to all of humanities problems, to access as many potential clients as possible. Once you're in the cult but want to leave, you are threatened.

Also what concerns the KBA, if anything, they are as far as I know, not in contact with Stewart, but with those that pay Stewart for reporting to Stewart what they are told by KBA, and then paying him for repeating it back to them. This certainly was my own experience and I too was told I had KB programming.

And now even if hypothetically it were true that you were to get one shot at saving the world but blew it by leaving the cult, what difference does it make? Has anybody ever seen a KBA? I know I haven't. I also know that there certainly is something there, but it is in now way connected to Stewart or Janet.

[Golden Winged SnakeOiLion]

"My main fear is can SS do what he says? Can he get into you from a distance? Is he capable of astral assassination? Do the techniques he teaches for protection work and if so does he know how to get around them to hurt somebody?"

He and his cult-boys pretty much use 3D things to accomplish things: Hacking the forum with software, threats, lies, outing people. That would not be necessary if he had the powers. His "I will be more powerful when I'm dead" - line is stolen from Obi Wan. And finally, if he had the powers, then this very forum would not exist any more (see PP's post).

[Dove]

Thanks everyone for your words of comfort. I don't take offense and welcome your feedback. I'm doing much better today like I posted on the Swedlow Lies topic.

[Dove]

Dove,

May I ask how long were you part of the OMG?

I can also guarantee that neither Stewart nor Janet have any psychic powers that any of us don't have. These scaring techniques are typical cult behavior, recorded and studied over and over again. The recipe is always the same, a charismatic guru has the message to all of humanities problems, to access as many potential clients as possible. Once you're in the cult but want to leave, you are threatened.

Also what concerns the KBA, if anything, they are as far as I know, not in contact with Stewart, but with those that pay Stewart for reporting to Stewart what they are told by KBA, and then paying him for repeating it back to them. This certainly was my own experience and I too was told I had KB programming.

And now even if hypothetically it were true that you were to get one shot at saving the world but blew it by leaving the cult, what difference does it make? Has anybody ever seen a KBA? I know I haven't. I also know that there certainly is something there, but it is in now way connected to Stewart or Janet.

I was an OMG member since the end of last summer. I didn't go to the first meetings. Stewart treated me like a member though for a good year before I joined. He was always so nice to me. The creepy thing though was how he treated me almost like a daughter and called me part of his family. icon_afraidWhen I tried to distance myself he would get all worried and pretend to be emotionally hurt.

I'm beginning to understand now that SS and J don't have near the mental powers they claim. The more I open my eyes the more I see that. Actually the more I open my eyes the scarier they and what they do looks like! I can easily see the cult thing going. It's so hard to believe how huge it is.:shock:

[NobleSy]

Yes, their claimed mental powers are questionable when you look at how their articles are written. They aren't very at peace with themselves either.