07-12-2007, 06:28 PM
For the past two weeks or so, I have been suffering from a really bad UTI. It came on (literally) overnight, and right at the same time that Richard was telling me he thought he had a new eye implant put in because his eye had been twitching non-stop.
I had been taking cranberry, garlic & Echinacea, drinking plenty of juice and oxygen water, trying to fix it, as I refuse to go to a doctor (for many reasons) unless it is 100% absolutely necessary. Anyway, that wasnââ¬â¢t helping and it was only getting worse, so I went on the Internet and found four other herbs that were supposed to help clear it up. I got those and I also started doing color healing on myself. Well, believe it or not, within a day and a half of taking the herbs and doing the healing, I was just about completely back to normal ââ¬â and boy did it feel good!
Then last night happened. I had a really strange, scary night. First I had this dream. I woke up shortly after I had it, but I couldnââ¬â¢t remember what it was and I felt like I needed to remember it. So then I kept telling my ââ¬Ëhigherââ¬â¢ self that I wanted my dream back or I wanted to go back into that dream when I fell back asleep. Then, as I was falling asleep, I heard the phone ringing and a womenââ¬â¢s voice leaving a message. I thought that I would check it out after I woke up. Later, I woke up again and had to go out into the living room for some reason. I then decided to listen to the message that was flashing on my phone. It was my sister and she left a really strange message. Not only was the message strange, but as I listened to it, her voice seemed to go into slow motion and it sounded all eerie and demonic. She was saying something like: ââ¬ÅThey came! They came! Theyââ¬â¢re real, and are coming by you next. Hereââ¬â¢s what you have to doââ¬Â¦Ã¢â¬Â
Then, all of a sudden, I remembered the dream I had ââ¬Ëlostââ¬â¢ from before. It flashed through my head as I was listening to my sisterââ¬â¢s message. It had to do with me finding a hidden ââ¬Ëdoorwayââ¬â¢ through the mirror that is in our headboard of our bed. I found out that to open it you had to use this ball that had a light in it and then you had to whistle a certain tone. I couldnââ¬â¢t open it myself because I donââ¬â¢t know how to whistle. But for some reason, the door was open and I was going to go through it, but I was afraid and I wanted someone to go through with me.
Just as suddenly, I seemed to be back in my bedroom and I saw a light coming from the back of the headboard of our bed. I walked around the bed, thinking how strange it was to see a light there. I also got a kind of creepy feeling thinking that there was something bad in there. My thoughts then went back to the phone message my sister left me, when I suddenly felt a hand grab my shoulder. Something or someone had come out of that ââ¬Ëlight.ââ¬â¢ Thatââ¬â¢s when I thought to myself that I was asleep and I needed to wake up fast. I forced myself to call out ââ¬ÅDad!ââ¬Â This was harder to do than it sounds, because words were refusing to leave my lips. I finally managed to get the words out, and thatââ¬â¢s when I woke up (again), yelling for my dad. I was so scared by feeling that hand on my shoulder that I had to make sure I was really up. I purposely looked around my room noting the light coming in the window, the red light of the clock numbers, my dog lying next to me (but I refused to look at the mirror on the headboard), and I told myself that I was okayââ¬Â¦I was really up now.
I felt totally wiped out though, and I soon fell back asleep for awhile. During that brief sleep, I dreamt again. This time I was in a house that my oldest daughter lived in. It was a really strange house that had a lot of rooms with doors that would not shut completely. One part I was sitting with a couple of people who were talking about (Einstein?) and were looking at a note that he had written. They were very upset because they couldnââ¬â¢t figure it out and were scratching out words on the note. They had given up on the note saying they just couldnââ¬â¢t get it, when I leaned in and interrupted them. I told them that they shouldnââ¬â¢t cross out those words; that they should remember how he liked to hide words inside of words, and then I was showing them the words from the ones they had scratched out. They were suddenly all excited again because now they knew what he had meant to tell them. (Although I canââ¬â¢t remember what it was now, I did know at the time.) Then I was walking around my daughterââ¬â¢s house again, and I found a hidden room. I opened the door to see what it was, and I saw it was a bedroom. The whole room was red. Everything in it, from the bed sheets, rug, walls, right down to the light that was emanating from it, were red. I was kind of shocked, but I was even more shocked when a person lifted up their head from the bed and asked me what I was doing in there (even they seemed red, but it might have just been from the lighting). I kind of stumbled backwards and mumbled sorry, as I quickly closed the door.
Anyway...when I finally got out of bed today, damn[/i], if my UTI wasnââ¬â¢t back again - full-blown - like it had never cleared up at all. I then went out to the living room to check the phone messages and there were none. I SWEAR to you that I DID hear the phone ringing and that I DID hear my sisterââ¬â¢s voice leaving a message, but now there was nothing! So either I was dreaming that I woke up in my dreams (a dream within a dream within a dream), or something really strange happened to me last night. Go figure - all I am sure of is that I am NOT a happy camper right now.
I had been taking cranberry, garlic & Echinacea, drinking plenty of juice and oxygen water, trying to fix it, as I refuse to go to a doctor (for many reasons) unless it is 100% absolutely necessary. Anyway, that wasnââ¬â¢t helping and it was only getting worse, so I went on the Internet and found four other herbs that were supposed to help clear it up. I got those and I also started doing color healing on myself. Well, believe it or not, within a day and a half of taking the herbs and doing the healing, I was just about completely back to normal ââ¬â and boy did it feel good!
Then last night happened. I had a really strange, scary night. First I had this dream. I woke up shortly after I had it, but I couldnââ¬â¢t remember what it was and I felt like I needed to remember it. So then I kept telling my ââ¬Ëhigherââ¬â¢ self that I wanted my dream back or I wanted to go back into that dream when I fell back asleep. Then, as I was falling asleep, I heard the phone ringing and a womenââ¬â¢s voice leaving a message. I thought that I would check it out after I woke up. Later, I woke up again and had to go out into the living room for some reason. I then decided to listen to the message that was flashing on my phone. It was my sister and she left a really strange message. Not only was the message strange, but as I listened to it, her voice seemed to go into slow motion and it sounded all eerie and demonic. She was saying something like: ââ¬ÅThey came! They came! Theyââ¬â¢re real, and are coming by you next. Hereââ¬â¢s what you have to doââ¬Â¦Ã¢â¬Â
Then, all of a sudden, I remembered the dream I had ââ¬Ëlostââ¬â¢ from before. It flashed through my head as I was listening to my sisterââ¬â¢s message. It had to do with me finding a hidden ââ¬Ëdoorwayââ¬â¢ through the mirror that is in our headboard of our bed. I found out that to open it you had to use this ball that had a light in it and then you had to whistle a certain tone. I couldnââ¬â¢t open it myself because I donââ¬â¢t know how to whistle. But for some reason, the door was open and I was going to go through it, but I was afraid and I wanted someone to go through with me.
Just as suddenly, I seemed to be back in my bedroom and I saw a light coming from the back of the headboard of our bed. I walked around the bed, thinking how strange it was to see a light there. I also got a kind of creepy feeling thinking that there was something bad in there. My thoughts then went back to the phone message my sister left me, when I suddenly felt a hand grab my shoulder. Something or someone had come out of that ââ¬Ëlight.ââ¬â¢ Thatââ¬â¢s when I thought to myself that I was asleep and I needed to wake up fast. I forced myself to call out ââ¬ÅDad!ââ¬Â This was harder to do than it sounds, because words were refusing to leave my lips. I finally managed to get the words out, and thatââ¬â¢s when I woke up (again), yelling for my dad. I was so scared by feeling that hand on my shoulder that I had to make sure I was really up. I purposely looked around my room noting the light coming in the window, the red light of the clock numbers, my dog lying next to me (but I refused to look at the mirror on the headboard), and I told myself that I was okayââ¬Â¦I was really up now.
I felt totally wiped out though, and I soon fell back asleep for awhile. During that brief sleep, I dreamt again. This time I was in a house that my oldest daughter lived in. It was a really strange house that had a lot of rooms with doors that would not shut completely. One part I was sitting with a couple of people who were talking about (Einstein?) and were looking at a note that he had written. They were very upset because they couldnââ¬â¢t figure it out and were scratching out words on the note. They had given up on the note saying they just couldnââ¬â¢t get it, when I leaned in and interrupted them. I told them that they shouldnââ¬â¢t cross out those words; that they should remember how he liked to hide words inside of words, and then I was showing them the words from the ones they had scratched out. They were suddenly all excited again because now they knew what he had meant to tell them. (Although I canââ¬â¢t remember what it was now, I did know at the time.) Then I was walking around my daughterââ¬â¢s house again, and I found a hidden room. I opened the door to see what it was, and I saw it was a bedroom. The whole room was red. Everything in it, from the bed sheets, rug, walls, right down to the light that was emanating from it, were red. I was kind of shocked, but I was even more shocked when a person lifted up their head from the bed and asked me what I was doing in there (even they seemed red, but it might have just been from the lighting). I kind of stumbled backwards and mumbled sorry, as I quickly closed the door.
Anyway...when I finally got out of bed today, damn[/i], if my UTI wasnââ¬â¢t back again - full-blown - like it had never cleared up at all. I then went out to the living room to check the phone messages and there were none. I SWEAR to you that I DID hear the phone ringing and that I DID hear my sisterââ¬â¢s voice leaving a message, but now there was nothing! So either I was dreaming that I woke up in my dreams (a dream within a dream within a dream), or something really strange happened to me last night. Go figure - all I am sure of is that I am NOT a happy camper right now.