HeadSpace..Deprogramming diary

[Astrojewels]

Headspace,

Not sure exactly what you are referring with – take genetics from you? Many programmed people are taken in an altered state, and your DNA is taken which does contain your genetics and is used for a variety of things. You are at the age where this could be happening frequently, if you can focus on the good of family, friends and just general day to day stuff, you will feel better, that is the hardest thing for a specifically programmed person to do, there is always this essence of attracting people and situations that keep the person on a downhill spiral and very hard to see the light, as they say..

[HeadSpace]

It just crossed my mind that I would do very well with someone or something that can help me heal my emotional nature and to develop love. i have been rather mute in those regards and to much in my mind. I am sorry if some of you just wrote that above here.

I'll also have an attraction towards dolphins..

The astral has been bugging me, it is diminishing. i will do my best to keep it at minimum.

Thank you all

[MC]

This is not a deprogramming diary,this is a place where you write so that people can feel sorry for you.You do not want to put any effort into helping yourself.You are not interested in learning how to protect yourself.You have allowed for others to control your body and your mind.

[HeadSpace]

I agree.

I just have a hard time figuring out what is real and what is not. I am sorry for how this turned out.

[MC]

I want you to stop apologizing.You are apologizing for things that no apology is needed.You have a hard time figuring out what is real and what is not.And,are you taking something that is affecting your mind in any way?
Because if I rememeber correctly,you did take something before.You have something that has one foot in your body already which is certainly not going to help your mind become balanced.You have allowed for this to happen.

[Astrojewels]

MC,

I think it is more of a diary, and you should know that this is important in any approach to trying to deprogram that one must communicate all that they are feeling, a specifically programmed person finds it hardest to balance, protect and stay focused. I personally do not think he is looking for sympathy, more that he is trying to understand all that he is feeling, he cannot begin to deprogram until he goes through those motions.

[HeadSpace]

I am grateful for these comments. i have a hard time keeping the foot outside. It gets pretty ugly . I've had some serious aura damage. I also had dna activations, and I am very confused and scare. Hoping this will diffuse things. Also have a tremedous pressure on the head.

I feel absolutely horrible.

And sometimes empty. They also manipulate my genetics. Writing this for diffusing..

I need help, I'm not kidding.. Im not sure what to do

[HeadSpace]

I am grateful for these comments. i have a hard time keeping the foot outside. It gets pretty ugly . I've had some serious aura damage. I also had dna activations, and I am very confused and scare. Hoping this will diffuse things. Also have a tremedous pressure on the head.

I feel absolutely horrible.

And sometimes empty. They also manipulate my genetics. Writing this for diffusing..

I think I might need help, it feels like it. I wish there were people who could help in these situations.

i think i've been implanted with something heavy. Sometimes feel like my consciousness is leaking out of body..

My chakra system is way out of line and i feel like a squashed fly:?

Again, to diffuse the energy..

[MC]

Karen,he's not doing anything.I should know.I have the 100 PM's he's sent me.

[HeadSpace]

I was not capable of doing anything, I know that seems unbelievable. But it was just about true, hard to explain.

you dont know what was going on inside:) i am sorry for my intense and strange behaviour.

It wasn't really me.

I wonder how this will turn out.