HeadSpace..Deprogramming diary

[MC]

Well,how is it turning out?I did work on you.

[HeadSpace]

I am much more grounded. I noticed I was getting better, but i was going through some heavy stuff. I am very grateful. if the positive changes I had was you then it really did help a lot:)

[HeadSpace]

Im wondering what the best way to stop the ip is, or how to deal with it? I figure that is whats rampaging right now..

Still getting harassed by demonics..

i wonder if one can take back genetics after it has been removed, or replaced by oversoul. Please be gentle with the responses:?

[MC]

Grrr,you want me to be gentle with a response.No,you cannot take back genetics after it has been removed.Why would you want to anyway.You are not strong enough mentally to stop the IP or anything else for that matter,right now.You have a lot to work on before you can achieve that.First of all you have to be confident in yourself and your ability to achieve the results,then everything else falls into place.I will work on you again tonight.One of the things I did on you was to cleanse you in a certain way,to remove the mind pattern that was causing this.I want to know what you were watching and what exactly triggered you.That is important.

[HeadSpace]

I am much much better now and things are improving. You ask what I was watching, I dont know when I was watching it:P

If you mean the dvds, that would be all of them actually I think. The man himself is triggering to me:?

I was thinking about getting a temporary tattoo, thats all available here in the city and it does not last that long. I'm not sure how long those last either. Wonder if it would have any effect.

I noticed my body has shrunk considerably, not that nice. Have very little appetite.

Also want some natural tobbaco, that would do me well:) I'm not sure where to find it in my country but I heard they have some kind of natural marlboro, sounded like a joke to me. Always disliked marlboro, they seem even more poisonous..

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Started getting more attention again:? not fun, I'll get moving soon. but as you mentioned, I have not all that much stuff myself. I have a blockage somewhere that messes it up. The visualization process.

I'll need to start eating properly.

Have some issues with pressure on/in the head, dont know what that comes from.

[Astrojewels]

MC, I did not know you were ‘PM’ing and that does make things different.

[HeadSpace]

I asked stewart and he says no one can take your dna:) I hope this is true. i really truly hope so and it does make sense to me. How depressing the other alternative would be.

[MC]

Do you know what it means to take someone's DNA?You are still not answering any questions I ask you.I am talking to a wall.Most people might think that I'm harsh,but the fact is that I can't talk to you at all.I can't explain anything to you.I can't even teach you anything,because there's no way to communicate with such a person.Did you take any substance that is a hallucinogen?

[HeadSpace]

I did not take any hallucinogen, last one was a year ago, and nearly nothing at all..
I'm not that crazy, I wrote a long part in addition to the last post of mine but it got lost..

Could I ask why he would be lying? or has simply got it wrong?

Sorry for being weird, I would suppose it means taking specific sequences away.

[MC]

No,it does not mean taking specific sequences away.No one can take any sequences out of you.You have the strangest notions in your head.Why can't you do mental work/visualizations?Good,I'm glad that you didn't take anything,because it would make things even worse.When did these problems start happening to you and what do you think caused this to happen?Did you ever attempt to use the lion frequency?I would also like to know if you are taking any psychiatric medication?