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You're absolutely right:) I've noticed what you have said about having a sound mind. When that happens I notice I can control things and not attract it. I can choose.
I have been pretty scattered yes, but the last two weeks things have improved and yesterday and other days I had great success with techniques, but also heavy sabotage at other times. Today I had sabotage earlier, but I fought it throughout the day. Now I got a package of crystals from the mail tonight, with rose quartz, amethyst, citrine, blue agate, smoky quartz and black obsidian:) I have the a small tumbled rose quartz, the smoky one and a tiny obsidian on me now along with some frankincense oil. It works very well and I don't get bothered that much by astral. Not much:)
Lovely energy:) The oil smells great and very familiar. I will get more of it.
I held the black obsidian to my forehead and my focus got improved. I like it. But I'm not sure of the agate, the astral had some comments and a reaction, now and when I viewed it on the net..Not sure what that might mean. perhaps the dark blue(?)
Tomorrow I will pick up my new leopardskin jasper necklace from gemisphere:D
i am looking froward to that one. The ones I got today are mainly for having around the flat and in the bedroom.
Just to get it out there, I don't use drugs or anything. I dont drink either. The strongest I touch is green tea and chocolate:) But I noticed last fall that a little alcohol didn't necessarily do any harm. I became calm and relaxed. But I watched this weird mive and I often notice that when I watch certain movies or play videogames with my brother I come out of it with slight fog. manipulation.
One thing I remember about cannabis is that many times when I had been away from it in a good while, it felt like coming up from teh bottom of the sea for a breathe..Emotionally, letting go of pressure and shut off feelings.. It does something to the heart chakra. I will try to paint my living room green and see how that goes:)
I always avoided that color, or did not pay any attention to it.
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I was just in the bathroom getting ready to get out to pick up my new necklace.
And I have had issues with astral this morning with chatter and stuff. I slipped in to some thoughts about buddhists, someone mentioned one time that some of them used to have the new ones, the initiates lay down behind a board or some bars in the ground so that the people could walk on them and throw stuff. Spit and so on.
I then thought the masters that made this tradition might have been lizards, since it would have meade sense in my eyes.. It was manipulation, it's like someone is making me think things some times. And then I managed to say out loud, what idiots or something like that. I then got a reaction, I felt something happen, my eyes changed in teh mirror to something else. They seemed more predatorish. Foreign. They may have taken on a reptilian look.. Very strnge, a weird sensation in my head, disoriented and uncomfortable. The buzzing started again too. I had just done some violet.
I think it may have been an activation of the reptilian brain:? And some implants, simalteniously.
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I had some very uncomfortable manipulation from the attachment just now, it makes me very angry sometimes and now I was very sad. It is just crazy how such creatures can exist. It seems like an impossibility. That thing about polarities makes sense here. It is crazy and very sad.
I slept uncomfortable tonight, I suspect it was the citrine on my nightstand, I put it there in a bunch with the rest of the crystals as I thought they would give life to the other ones. Some creature was very intense and in my face upon waking up, which took a while. I slept poorly.
But the leopardskin necklace helps me keep grounded:) Thats good. Looking forward to charging/cleansing it.
I will also paint my flat now, it has been white for a long time. I have avoided or payed to little attantion to green up until now. I guess that is symbolic. I will paint my living room green, it is sort of like the same room as my kitchen. That is to say there is no wall so I am wondering how I will make that work unless I paint that green too.
And I hoped I could have alittle spot blue, for my desktop and such things..Really love ice blue:)
Actually, I have noticed I love colors:) And I read Jewels said she didnt see brown naturally. I'm pretty sure I've seen brown all over in the wildicon_rolleyes
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Be cautious of putting obsidian at the forehead, you are not ready for such energy, and the agate is colored, so its not naturally blue, maybe that is what you are picking up. I donââ¬â¢t think I said I did not see brown naturally, it is all over the wild, I said it does not belong from the base down.
Brown holds energy, grey blocks energy, so if you put brown at the crown it creates obsessive thinking, if you put it at the base it creates lethargy. If you put your whole body in brown it creates a personality of taking without consciously giving.
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To be honest, I'm not to sure about your take on brown. I noticed my social interactions have been more pleasant since I started wearing brown:) And I feel the flow is better. More mutual. I used to dress in black a lot before, for a long time. Like jackets. A lot of black.. And for a long while it suited my world, hidden and sometimes way to deep. I have felt like there's something pulling me, but of course there have been. Now I know the attachment has been doing such stuff.
I also have my sun conjunct a black hole, and the galactic center. Which might be the same. I don't remember..
About the social stuff, I used to feel very cut off from people. And the black may have been a sign there and a factor.
Looking forward to painting my apartment:) And getting some new brown furniture..I noticed the curtains i chose a year ago while deep in some programmed place..they are very very dark with those almost tribal like details..dark golden red and black. Looking at it while conscious it feels like some hellish astral place. Not good. But they are beautiful in a dark way..
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I had a good morning today, with a vibe I haven't had in a long time. I often had this kind of dreamy atmosphere early on the day before..When the world sort of became more adventurous. I had this today and by accident came across some jewelry and art from the viking days. i started viewing it and it was fascinating but then the attachment started messing with that too. It was very very annoying and made me angry.
I have missed those mornings. I had some kind of help last night, possibly from the angelic frequencies. Which gave me peace after being harassed by the attachment. I also slept well after removing some of the citrine from my bedstand and the other crystals were probably cleansed by then since it had been together with the citrine.
Another day while being harassed heavily, I was quite upset and looked up at my computerscreen and the background there which is a beautiful lioness..I looked at here and said I love you, because I do:) Then everything disappeared for a moment. That was nice. I love the lion archetype.
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I'm watching an old version of charlie and the chocolate factory..It is crazy, meant for acid or something. Seriously. It is spooky. Made in the late sixties or early seventies..It is very acid like. And probably hell for those with white rabbit:? Or maybe it was disney programming I had in mind.
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I like the new jasper necklace. I put a rosequartz on my solar plexus today when I was in a very manipulated place. Demonized. Then it resolved.
It felt very very clearing and relaxing. So, I thought about getting that roselle gemisphere necklace. One that reaches the solar plexus.
I really like that crystal.
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I am sorry, my comment might have been poorly put together:? It's just that I have had very good experiences with brown so far:) Perhaps I will understand what you mean at some point.
By the way, I have noticed that i also need an amethyst necklace. I always wanted one. It was the first crystal I ever fell in love with. It has been "the" crystal for me actually. Strange. I will get a gemisphere of that too, they are great:) Amethyst and rosequartz are medicine:D I do think this jasper necklace has been very mild. Perhaps it works more behind the scenes. Could I ask if you have any experience with jasper and perhaps leopardskin? Would be great to hear your view:)
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