HeadSpace..Deprogramming diary

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There is no need for an apology, I do not push information on anyone, if you like brown then that is your choice, you should never apologize for something that works for you on an individual level, that is victim mentality.

Jasper is commonly found in Australia, with my all time favorite being Mookaite, which is only found here, I do love the raw red jasper, there is a kind of ancient energy about it, but yes you are correct, jasper works very mildly but with incredible stability, it will not do anything dramatic, and will only work when the person is ready to balance, it does not ‘push energy’.

I always have used jasper with my children, with my oldest, she often wore Mookaite bracelets, or carried small stones with her, and it does minimize the triggers associated to adolescence, and now she is older, this is still her favorite stone, if she feels a little down, she always heads straight for the Mookaite, and she has very large raw stones.

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I looked up mookaite and saw it also a form of jasper, I have never heard of it before now:) It's beautiful. I will get one of those:D

I do love the earthstones, might be wrong to call them that. I too, read that book from gemisphere..I thought it was a useful line to set. Earthstones and crystals. Not sure what that means scientifically, but I get earthier vibes from some.

I had a feeling every time I viewed those necklaces that I would benefit from onyx. But since I got that tiny obsidian I feel that is much more for me in some ways. I love it. It is really powerful. I found a shop who has some good bracelets with those but i cant find my creditcard:? A really powerful grounding stone, should have gotten that a long time ago. Actually, I did have a onyx bracelet and I feel I got to angry when I wore it. But it might have been the attachment too. I was deep in one of those then. It too broke.

I wonder what the best stone is for the solar plexus, which for me would not be pooring power into it as with citrine. You were right there:)

The rosequartz feel very good there.  I look forward to this year, i will get some big geods of amethyst to have in my apartment:) Maybe other types too, would have to find out which ones fit my vision. Wonder if they have rosequartz geods.

I would also love to get some crystals for others but as you said I might not pick the right one. Not everyone will buy that sort of thing themselves as it is bogus or new age:?

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I have not been much in my apartment the past year actually, I have lived in different houses because of some stuff. But I noticed now this morning that the color in my bedroom is not white, it's a very very pale yellowish color. And i suppose that could be useful. The room does have an up and go vibe and it's easy to get out of bed in the morning which I always had trouble with in school. I wonder if the lavender color will be better, i guess it will but maybe the yellowish is good for me. I remember I did have very active periods when last year and I was often surprised about how I felt in the morning..But I had a strange year.

I suppose peace is more important this year, and renewal.
I put together some crystals I once had as bracelets tonight, they were broke and I mixed the two types of crystals together. Tigereye and onyx. I had some peculiar insights when I was working on it. Regarding the fragmented feeling, I remember the attachment messing with me on mushrooms. It did twist things around sometimes and make things unstable. I remember I always had to fight on mushrooms. Except some times on lsd, I had some strange times with a friend where I was very self controlled and on top of things there..Other psychedelics too.

But mushrooms are wild:) In every sense of the word..
I did realize tonight that what I experienced on mushrooms scarred me in ways, in regards to feeling fragmented. I do not have to continue in that way:)

Making that bracelet felt good and I felt messages from it and myself..I love it when those moments occur:) When things fall into place and stuff.

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I think that the term ‘earthstones’ are referring to the crystals that are of earthy colors, Mookaite is a perfect example of a mixture of colors only found in Australia. Obsidian is very powerful, but all of the black stones do have a very intense energy, and one should always be cautious using them.

I am sure that all your chakras would be out, but you could try to begin healing the solar plexus with colors in the blue-green range, so crystals to use would be aventurine, turquoise, celestite and a green fluorite.

If you purchase some small rose quartz balls, cleanse before using, and then put them in your palm and work them like Chinese balls, the energy from the quartz enters the points in the hand and it is extremely relaxing.  

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I am working on myself and I have gone up about 7kgs:)
I have a little tumbled rosequartz that I carry in my pocket, I also have a smoky quarts. I like that too. I saw it was good for sagittarius. Not the reason I bought it though, I noticed it later:P

I dont think I can find any of these ballshaped ones, but I guess if I buy more tumbled some of them have to be rounder:) Great to have a round too.
I did put in an order for a gemisphere onyx necklace yesterday. I did have mixed feelings right then. But I know more grounding would be great. Maybe I should wait or somethihng, I did get some weird vibes.

I'll try some aventrurine, I am curious about that one. I remembered wrong, I had an amazonite laying around, not aventurine:) But I have a good feeling about the last mentioned.

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Just canceled the onyx order, for now. But I will get oneicon_razz

I have had my old broken sodalite necklace in a bag with some other small crystals, including citrine. The citrine was good for cleansing/charging other crystals I believe? It might have been you who told me that.

But I tried it on last night while going to bed and it felt like loads off my shoulders. It's fantastic. I never really cleansed it properly, I just put it on/besides a plant I have. It feels great now. You see, I managed to take it with me to the dentist and there was an x-rayicon_neutral I remember I felt something was up, I hadn't read or I forgot the instructions.

But when it's cleansed it is one really beutiful necklace. I really want to have it fixedicon_rolleyes It would be sad just to have it laying around like this. Is there not second chances?icon_razz

I was unsure about celestite because there's a shop here in norway selling lamps of it. It said it were great for communicating with angels, and by angels I guess those people mean astral creatures. Sad how people do that. But another shop recently said it was great for putting up a protective shield around the house. It also said it was good for telepathy. I'll get some aventurine and some chalcedony if thats what it is called in english. I'm curious about that one too.

Thank you for the advice:)

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I looked in the shop that carries the gemisphere necklaces here and I saw they have two kinds of aventurines, light and dark green. Labeled as purifying the body. I bet they have more qualities though. I did get good a feeling there:) I think I'll go for the dark green one, they said it was stronger. Only a little weird having more than one of these around my neck.

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Celestite is never sold in tumbled form, it only comes in natural formation which is usually a big chunk, I have never known it to be any other way, making lamps out of it is possible, it is often used for communication, and I think the place that told you this is new age, as the communication is actually your own intuition and clairvoyant ability, it does hold a universal energy, more than an earthly one. Aventurine is just beautiful, I prefer the green, and I have a big glass bowl on my kitchen table with 80 tumbled green aventurine in it, and I keep adding to it. The shades of green are from different locations, the darker stones are from brazil and have a much better vibration and quality.

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That bowl sounds like a good idea:) I have mine in one on my nightstand, I thought I should keep as many rosequartz in my apartment as possible, not that many but a lot. And I will get a citrine geode to have in the entrance area for cleansing the other crystals:) I love those geodes, they are really cool. I found a website that sells huge ones for having in the garden. That must be wonderful:)

I will also get some stones to provide a more upbeat tone but not quite as strong as citrine or like it at all. Something that will blend well with amethyst and rosequartz:) For the livingroom. It will be weird cleansing al of these though. I could just put them outside, I have the earth right outside my window here. When I grew up I had a whole mountain and not one single house in the backyard:P I should have been more grateful. I am really looking forward to building something some day.

I viewed more crystals last night and i thought of my brother when looking at red jasper, he is a taurus, 9 years old:) I wonder if that would suit him, he has gotten stuck in world of warcraft. That's annoying and I see what it does to him. That game gives me the creeps.


It might be very good for him, the stone. He can be very decisive but also very in the opposite. I think I'll get one for him the next time, and more obsidian for me. I remember having some thoughts about snowflake once before.

The crystals like quartz that hold universal energy I feel are not for me yet. I think one needs a calm mind and a strong clear will to use them. I'm not quite ready for them. I mean they get easily imprinted dont they? I have a quarts and it feels ok, but I get tense around it and it seems the attachment makes noise whenever I touch it.

I have really babbled here:?

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I forgot to mention, the ones that were supposed to engrave the cross I mentioned only have the traditional hebrew letters and I dont think they do it by hand. Will the traditional aleph, bet and gimel do the same job? I dont get the same vibes from tehm. I will find someone who does engrave by hand then.

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I was laying in my bed after sitting at the computer, I was slightly tired and manipulated. I layed the uvpt poster on my head which felt good. I then played with the merger. I placed it on my ears to see the reaction and I think the buzzing went away. I then tried to visualize it at my brainstem and I felt uncomfortable. i felt as if I could not move. In a way. Not pleasant. And things feel different. I will not do this again, whats really annoying is that I got a warning before I did it:?

It's also cold here, I just found myself a violet beanie on the net:) That will be cool.

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My neptune keeps me drooling on stuff to buy sometimes, it's not healthy.

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HeadSpace[/color]]The crystals like quartz that hold universal energy I feel are not for me yet. I think one needs a calm mind and a strong clear will to use them. I'm not quite ready for them. I mean they get easily imprinted dont they? I have a quarts and it feels ok, but I get tense around it and it seems the attachment makes noise whenever I touch it.

If you feel they are not for you, then they are not, you must always go with your feelings when it comes to crystals. They don’t actually get ‘imprinted’ yet they can carry energy from others and they will absorb negative energy around your home, this is why it is necessary to cleanse them every so often. It is interesting that the attachment makes noises and you become tense, sounds to me like the crystal is working, nothing is stronger than universal energy.

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I wonder what would happen if I were to paint the lion archetype on a quartz:) I have the  9th angelic card in the crystal bag and I put it beneath the bowl too. I guess it does something.