HeadSpace..Deprogramming diary

[HeadSpace]

What to do when I see the the outward physical reflect back something other than me? Or the mindpattern is not mine? I will retrieve my own.  But if anyone has any advice on how to go about this I would be happy:)

I was out walking and thinking about the attachment again, maybe it or something else were pulling me towards that kind of thinking but I thought it would be much easier to just do it like they do in the movies where they meet, duel and walk away..Then everything slowed down and I noticed it was listening:P It's not new, it does that often, tricks me into something then presents a punishment or a reaction..
They lie all the time.

The difference is that I had a bright outlook on life and I am quite a cheery guy actually but while out walking it looked so dark and depressing, I've been there before when I was in that crisis period..

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One can retrieve mindpatterns right, it's stored no matter who removes them? I believe so.

[HeadSpace]

I have had a great day:D And I've started eating again, I feel much better. Had fun with violet today and i just tried imagining a violet scissors and cutting the thread between me and the attachment, and I felt the effects instantaneously:) Great

Will eat more tomorrow:P Finished off with a lot of sweets tonight, will ease down on those..And head for more distilled water, I only tried out a couple of runs. it's in another flat, so I'll get it tomorrow:) Will be interesting to feel the long teerm effects after a while..

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I am grateful for violet:D I love it:)

[MC]

Excellent.I told you that you need to eat.Use the scissors every day and cut all around you.

[HeadSpace]

Yeah, the attachment was very morning birdlike today when I woke up:) I will work more on the scissors. Also used the violet on the apartment last night and on the food..:D

[HeadSpace]

I think I just did my first Uvpt:D I felt the difference:) I will keep working on it. Very cool when things work, I also got my water distiller today so I'll start with new pure water again tomorrow:) Had a good day today:)

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I still haven't got the orgonite I ordered:? it has been holidays an stuff so that could be it. The customs here are weird and and tense, I hope they arrive soon:) It was very cheap stuff actually so those are great for gifting, it will be fun to see how they work:) I usually notice such things.

[rskiller]

Glad to see you are making progress Headspace, keep it up!

[HeadSpace]

I was searching for an aleph in gold for a necklace but did not find anything, i did find this though: http://www.judaism.com/displaybeads.asp?...&etn=IIAAA

It's cubes with hebrew letters, I thought of getting a aleph, bet, gimmel necklace:)
A shame it's not in gold, at least I could have the chain in gold. I also though of getting a golden cross, since it is an archetype and an important one. People might also be nicer when they think I'm a christian:P I tried to look for one but they all had a body attached:? that's annoying.

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Oh, I just found one and engraving is possible. Would it be interesting to engrave aleph bet and gimmel at the appropriate places on the cross. Right, left and center/pineal? That would be cool:D But it would not surprise me if they only had western block letters available..I could ask

Is the shape of the cross very important, I see a lot of them have some stuff at the tips. I also found a nice lion pendant. I will get that one, I will et to know the lion frequency better. It's probably good for me:)

So the Aleph at the right pillar against the skin, bet at the opposite pillar and gimmel at the center or on the upper pillar? Any suggestions?

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The website who sells the cross can engrave hebrew:D That's fantastic..I'll buy myself a cross like that.. I also found a really beautiful lion pendant but it costs over 2000$, it comes in a cheaper version without diamonds:P But it only has gold coating, I think it should be pure gold..It was the most beautiful I've found so far.

[Mercy Now]

I'm curious Headspace. Why are you eager to pay a good sum of money for the above mentioned items but don't want to spend less than half the amount on a nice piece of orgon-ite?

[HeadSpace]

I ordered orgonite, over a month ago actually:? It didn't show up:P I suspect the customs have messed up, I got a letter from them some time ago saying they needed permission to check the package. The letter got returned with permission and I never heard anything since.

I thought about calling them but never got around to it, I dont know if orgonite works yet, so I need to experience that for myself:)

I just loved the jewelry and I love lions so I dont see the issue, I wont buyu it though, Im not rich or anything:P But it was really lovely.

[Mercy Now]

What issue? I know that you had said were interested in orgon-ite and was only curious as to why you never got it. Don't you question as to why there was a problem with its delivery?

There are instructions to make your own on the net as well if you are interested in that route .