HeadSpace..Deprogramming diary

[HeadSpace]

I'm just about to order and I wonder if the archangelic is too much..or if it will mess up the balance or something..It is a t-bar so I dont know if the archangelic symbol should be there.

Does anyone have any view on this?

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Sorry about the horrible picture:?

I might try out the DB's special creation mercy now recommended, it looks cool and the description sounds nice:) I just hope I get the orgone I ordered now so I can check out the effects. Of course I know all of this is just stuff. But it will be cool if it works and will probably be nice to have around.

[HeadSpace]

Janet told me that crystals drain your energy over time, or something like that. It first my own experience.. But I was wondering if you combine the crystals with lets say gold and perhaps a lion figure, would the crystal take in and enchance the gold/lion energy? Or is this just nonsense:) I see they use rubys in lion jewelry a lot, I got turned off rubys because I read the lizzies liked them..

[Mercy Now]

Headspace,

Headspace, DB has some primo stuff. I do hope you are able to get his special creation.

Should you have the funds available I would also recommend,in your situation, an SP   or Succor Punch. DB doesn't make them but various other vendors do. I believe there is an orgon-ite vendor in Norway. Andy at CTbusters.com makes them as does Ken at educate-yourself .com.

[HeadSpace]

I just wrote a bunch of stuff in an edit for my previous post and it got lost, that 1hour limit is bugging me..

I viewed more orgonite and I will get some of those soon, I called those in charge of the mail here and I was told the package got sent back to the vendor a month ago.
I have mail issues:?

But I will order again from that vendor as it is extremeley cheap and I can place them at my parents places too:)

I've only heard of cesco so far in norway but I cant see any orgonite for sale there, only some handheld thing and a water charger which is not available.

I also found a pendant made by a psychic who could see the etheric realm..it was supposed to clear away negative energy..They said they had gotten good feedback too..Sounds interesting, could be nice in crisis with demonics or something. If it works.

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Had demonic interference after viewing the orgone, and the greenstar have been lurking today..It's connected I think..An angry weird alter.

Still have it. It started last night I think, and I had trouble sleeping with a lot of harassment. I hope the orgone could provide a more stable sleeping environment..

Edit:

I feel greenstar from you mercy now, is that correct? I might not feel it as the hunch may not be mine either:?

I do hope someone knows if the archangel symbol fits the cross.

[Mercy Now]

No Headspace no greenstar here. :)  Cesco has excellent orgon-ite as well. I will try to find the Norway vendor but yes they may be limited in what they sell.

BTW... I don't know what context JS's statement about crystals was used but I find it interesting nonetheless considering one of their selling points for people to visit and family to relocate to St. Joe is the crystal laden lake,beaches and underground.

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[HeadSpace]

I guess crystals in their natural environment does not get drained as they are connected to the earth:) But if you isolate it and wear it around your neck for example things change..

One thing that bugs me is that every time I do the dishes the demonic stuff gets much more intense..Wonder what the symbolism is here..

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I just had some manipulation of some kind. I'm not sure what, some colors perhaps, I felt weird and the solar plexus felt wrong and not comfortable. And I notice I get manipulated in regards to thoughts too. Someone or things is messing with me:)

It also feels as if I lost my calm and got that uneasy feeling that drove into that psychosis..But I wont let that happen again:?

I do not know if I mentioned that already but one thing that bugged me through the last months is that they twisted my thought's, and it's not always my thoughts either..I started to think they were mine or something.. That was not good.

Would love to visit the dead sea, must be lovely to bath there..every morning:) Maybe I'll move there some day:P A little of topic perhaps, but the idea of diving into a cleansing sea sounds nice right now.. This might not be my thoughts either..

Sorry.

I will fix it, weird stuff:)

[Richard]

HeadSpace[/color]]I just wrote a bunch of stuff in an edit for my previous post and it got lost, that 1hour limit is bugging me..

I have it set for one hour because when I first started this forum I didn’t have any time limit and a couple members deleted a bunch of their old posts. That screwed up a bunch of threads. The threads didn’t make any sense anymore. So I set it at an hour to prevent that from happening again.

[HeadSpace]

That makes sense:) My fault..

[Astrojewels]

Headspace,

We have already discussed this; crystals do not drain your energy, no no no!!!! I am going to explain this ONE more time... and Janet Swerdlow has crystals in her home. 

When you purchase a crystal, any crystal, because the choice is always a higher level decision, so there is a need at that moment for you to have the energy and color from that specific stone… so you take it home, do whatever with it, wear it, meditate etc.

Once the ‘PURPOSE” of the choice is achieved, the crystal is either of no use or can be used to decorate your home or add to your collection, however the crystal is not dead energy, but depending on the type may need to be re-charged and cleansed.

Crystals are completely ‘self serving’ universal energy, they ask for nothing in return, many crystals can carry energy from one person to another, therefore it is imperative to always cleanse any crystal that you do purchase or receive. If a person does not feel the energy from having crystals in their life, then seriously there is something wrong with that person.

[HeadSpace]

Oh:)

I will check up on what kinds of crystals is less dependent on recharging and cleansing. I feel and always felt something for blue topaz:) I like citrine too.
I think I'll try the topaz, always liked amethyst too but I was more "spiritual" back then:P

Just thought of going to a sauna, haven't done that since I was a kid..I know that's healthy, it's very uncomfortable and it was so hot it actually hurt. Will try it though.



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I was going to mention citrine because I always liked it and felt something for it, I stumbled across those two today actually.. I just read citrine does not need recharging or cleansing. I guess I've found my new crystal:) Always wanted those two.