I had visits again, a lot of the times it is actually dangerous.
I need to find a way to protect myself energetically. Do you know what the star pendant swerdlow sells have in regards to effect? And is it worth it?
Love the chackra sock though, at first I thought of one small sock or a pair for that amount of money but then I saw it in the dvd's, pretty cool:)
I need to get going with things, to get busy. I dont deal well with sitting around doing nothing, I've done that a lot but it is not good for me at all. Then my mind starts to wonder.
And I love being on the move too. I should look at education soon..Would be cool, never liked school but now I see it differently.
I feel things are working out even though the last days have been very dramatic and pretty crazy. Strange life up until now:)
Will be fun to start taking care of myself again. I looked at some skiis too, found some good ones.
Never got around to posting those pictures.. heres one I like, it is from the same side as I live on, the whole place is a valley, two big mountain walls:) Theres a glacier not far from there..
Here's a better one:) I live further down the mountainside from where this was taken..I maybe lucky enough to take some winter pictures too, haven't had snow here yet:?
Would be cool to see pictures from where you live too, maybe a thread could be good
I just managed to pull of a merger for the firsst time in months:P I tried earlier too while I had a visit, it helped me but I dont trust it. Now I noticed immediate effect and I didnt' even hold.. Very cool.
That is good, I also had counterattack right afterwards...It has subsided..
I look forward to getting things in shape. I would very much like the uvpt, it seems I just wont get that until I do it myself. It aslo seems the same way about everything in my life.. Except for the worst cases where i might die or something, then I get help..
Nothing new , everything points that way, especially the last two/three months. Just in an extreme way. I have finally understood the message, I just need to get it to work.
The "city" or the whole place is populated by 4000 people:D Very quiet and small I guess..
I like it, although I know people see themselves, I didn't like it growing up.
I look forward to living more, I had a bunch of manipulation just now taking a shower:? Became completely blank..A lot of weird stuff and demonic stuff, dont want to say more, it's creepy.
But I will fix it, I just need for the holidays to end.. Being busy is healthy for me and sitting around doing nothing now in the holidays is just annoying. Looking forward to future christmas though.
I personally do not like Christmas, and this year I was sad because my oldest daughter moved interstate and I felt lost without her, however I did put it into a positive for my youngest and always love the time shared with my friends and family, and the food, well it is way too much for the body!
My whole life has been surrounded by people like you headspace, being subjected to triggering, activation, abduction etc, and I can tell you that what you have wrote is common to the thinking mind of a person who is under attack, you said ââ¬ÅBut I will fix it, I just need for the holidays to end..ââ¬Â
I will whenââ¬Â¦ I am going tooââ¬Â¦. When I feel better I willââ¬Â¦. This is the best time to begin changing your life, because this time of the year maybe the strongest for global energy from the illuminati, but it is also a time when astrologically one can begin a mind pattern of inner direction because of the sign of Capricorn.
Programming makes you say repetitively ââ¬Ëone dayââ¬â¢ and before you know it, you will be having your 40th birthday!
I do feel for you and all that you go through, however you are not alone, there are millions just like you, millions that feel the way you do right now, who are also being attacked and subjected, you can go to as many healers, deprogrammers or people that will help you detach the demons, but at the end of the day there is a part of you that is not letting go.
Get to know your triggers, become comfortable with what you do have to offer, each of us are special, if you become bored go for a walk in those mountains, dip your feet in that beautiful flowing water, you can change your life today, but only you can actually do it. When you make this choice, you will be surprised at the people that enter your life and it will be for genuine reasons, because it will be the energy that you projected to the universe and it has no other choice but to return to sender!
The thing is that is bothering me is that the demonics have sort of been timekring eith my body, and I haven't been able to go to the bathroom since before the 20th, my birthday. Thats when it started. Since then I have not really eaten that much you know:? Mostly chocolate.. That gets boring. I need to fix that.Theres just always something to get caught up in..A threat, something that keeps me in fear and stagnation.
If I had the uvpt I could probrably be more or less in peace.
But, writing that last bit something pointed to the part you mentioned with , if only, or one day and so on..
I'm also wondering what it is about the healer, when I tried to write I got attention and something changed, I got a a feeling someone does not want me to write or see him. Very strange.
Looking forward to doing all those things you mentioned:)
A horoscope on a norwegian webpage, a searchportal said that this month I would be reaching my goals in the end against all odds..That made me happy:)
I had some serious sabotage right now, I get some weird stuff sometimes. Astral related. I feel tired of the astral. I need to get past that.
I look forward to seeing people again when things have stabilized. I dont know if I mentioned it but I've had social anxiety for most of my life and the past week when I was in that crisis I had moments where I really saw people and how much I love them:) I also got some stronger connections to women, in a new way..Very nice experience. Apart from the horror of it all.
There was a period I saw numbers appear which often had a specific nature, the same ones and specific combinations and stuff. I have that now too but not as much as before, I just got 555..
I wonder what that means? Either programming trigger or something else.
Spending too much time on your own is not a good thing headspace, you should try and get out a little. it would seem the tripple numbers are a trigger or perhaps an activation for you. how did you feel once you seen these numbers?
