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HeadSpace, I have one of those gold, star tetrahedrons from Exp. which I used to wear every day. It's very pretty. They are supposed to provide protection over time but I cannot say if that is true or not. If I was to use something to protect myself from all interference it would have to be mighty darn powerful.
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Oh, I noticed the ones at expansions is very good looking and probrably of very good quality too. The one I found was not that great, but it was the same shape.
I just thought aboput the effect, I suppose it must have some effect since they both were it, from reading the q&a section I've come to believe that stewart dont really like that kind of thing, like jewelry and that kind of stuff..
Writing this something points out to me that I'm not my normal self, but its all happening as i write anyway..
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I dont know what happened, I mailed stewart asking him if he sees any change. Dont know if hes going to answer.
If there ever is braindamage, and it affects personality and memory, if the brain is repaired will the mental stuff repair as well? I hope so, and I feel I know its possible.
It was the left hemisphere, something has happened.
I could use the uvpt..:?
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I dont know where I am in the matrix..the memory has been messed with..
It seems I got some help but I'm not sure as it sometimes seems as if the entitys messing also make it seem as if I am getting help sometimes. Making me turn to others I guess..
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Headspace,
Try not to concentrate on repairing what has been done, or what you have experienced, think of it as a transition of your soul personality and mind pattern, each year that we grow, we must also grow mentally and emotionally, so in 2 years what makes you cry now will not in that time, because time has showed you how to deal with the problem that made you cry!
I do not think the way I did 20 years ago, however I am still that same person, my mind has not been taken or replaced, and my thoughts and actions are an extension of who I was, but my experiences allowed me to consciously choose my response/reactions to situations, if you really want to get yourself out of feeling this way, you must take back control of your thoughts, because remember it is your mind, your life and you do have control, but you have been manipulated to think otherwise.
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Thank you:)
The crying came very suddenly without any warning.
I'll see how it all develops.
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Headspace,
one morning many years ago, I woke up and began crying and could not stop, I was comforted and asked ââ¬Ëwhat was wrongââ¬â¢ I had no answer, I was not sad, I was actually happy because we were travelling, but I cried for at least ý an hour, and in the end I was laughing, and felt totally like a nutcase.
It took me awhile to understand what the heck happened, but I later realized that I had been attracted to that place and people for a soul purpose, to let go of some past life issues that I had carried around for probably many life streams, it is a long story which I will not bore you with, but I believe the tears were a physical release of that concern.
So do not worry too much about it, it could be the transition that you are feeling right now, and the tears are a way for you to move on to the next level of your life adventure.
The pics you showed of where you live, go for a walk if possible, clear your head and breath in the spiritual essence of the forest, clear your centre.
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Someone jjust messed with my memory, it's not fun..i need protection..
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I was going to write something here but I lost it, someone is really messing with me.
I am still looking forward to the new year though..
I should start visualizing again, I've tried daily and at some point I will make it.
Memory is just something I dont want to mess with and it is tiring. They did manipulate it. I will fix it though.
I should do some merging, I have the mergers printed out on paper in my pockets but I need to learn the visualization.
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I just placed one of the papers on my forehead and did an affirmation, I merge all parts of self into one..I thought of something, it may be silly but I could sleep with one of those papers on my forehead attached with a headband.
That may just work..Just had something happen to the left side of my head again..
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I have a weird looking headband now with the merger in it, it actually works:) pretty good. This is actually something I might reccomend to others, I'll see in the morning. Great for sleeping. I might sew one in a baseball cap or something too, never wear them though. A regular headwear(?), dont know the english word for that, beanie?
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Slept weird last night, they continued to mess with me. And I need to find some way of fixing this.
The thoughts they send through me seem weaker and sometimes as if it is me.
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I started watching the hyperspace and oversoul basics disc 2 last night before bed, and janets toning did something to me:) It worked, I became much more attuned to the physical and the voices became less prominent I think.
Very cool.
I will start watching the tapes again.. From whjat I've experienced lately it seems it was the attachment and astral stuff which manipulated and sabotaged the last time I watched them which led me into a little crisis..So, now that I'maware I can view them again, but they still did manipulate though.
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