How Many People Here Are Specifically Programmed?

[Polly]

I hope I have this straight but I think what is meant by demonization of an alter is an alter who has been programmed to believe it is evil.  It acts evil.  This would be different than having an astral demon attached to oneself for purposes of ritual or other functions.

HeadSpace, the types of programming Stewart named mean specific programming is involved.

[HeadSpace]

I've been reading the 13 cubed book so I've gathered some info:) One of the monarchs there seem to remind me of my sister too. I think she might be specifically programmed too:(

I dont consider myself evil, but there is parts of myself I seriously dont approve of and I much rather consider them something other than me. But I'm not too sure, it seems to be genetic..

From what I've read so far I thought those programs were specific, but it's just the words stewart used that made me think..He said programming related to those names. It didn't sound too specific to me:P

But it would fit:? Does anyone know where I could learn more about the dragonfly stuff?

Thank you:)

[Polly]

HeadSpace,

Greenstar, new world religion, end times, etc., programming are examples of specific, not general, programming.  As to exactly what each program entails within any individual is different for each.

 

[Polly]

You are not going to find a lot of info about dragonfly programming in any one place unless it is spoken about on a DVD which I do not possess.  I don't have the deprogramming for counselors set so if anyone has that set, maybe they can respond.  Octahedron?  There may be brief mention of it in Expansions' Q&A archives.  I forget what is written about it in 13-Cubed.  What does it state?

[HeadSpace]

To be honest I cant seem to remember:? I have a tricky memory:)
Oh, I think the person involved was supposed to take the ritualistic role as a white blue eyed dragon or somethingicon_baeh

Other than this I cant seem to remember, and the book is at another place so Icant get a look right now. I dont think there was much info on that particualr program in the 13 cubed book, I remember I didn't get a good picture of what it was about:)

[Polly]

Well, you know, I don't think it is anyone's favorite subject and would be easy to forget.  :)  It involves having astral sex with reptilians.

[HeadSpace]

Well, actually..I experinced some weird stuff a few months ago which seemed like that..It did seem as if someone was having it with me, I just woke up in the middle of iticon_confused That which started as a comfortable sensation intensified and ended as a burning one that reached up to my solar plexus. Then I got kind of shocked and came to my sensesicon_lol

This have happened several times, at first when things were less intense I thought they were benevolent and I didn't really think about it too much:) Because it seemed I was never alone, it seemed I was followed or just never really found a place to be alone. At one time which was very intense I got the impression that it was a demon, because it sort of told me. If the supposed dialogue was correct, then it wanted to marry me whatever that meant:P I wasn't quite ready for that kind of thing though..

So this stuff is it?  Sometimes I feel as if my sexuality is wired as in a cave with a lot of traps and stuff, when I come to think of it my sister definetly has that issueicon_mocken

And I keep seeing this shade of red in stuff, if I focus it will develop a bee pattern.
The one that asked me to marry me came in a big red cloud which again came from that net..I thinkicon_rolleyes Any thoughts on that one?

[HeadSpace]

Hope I didn't scare everyone off :)
It might not have anything to do with the above mentioned but I do sort of hear these voices.. Not real voices but like voices without sound. I wonder if thats purely digital or if it is an actual being somewhere trying to mess with me.
It just drops off lines in random in relation to whatever I'm doing, it's not that horrible but it can be a bit weird.

Stewart also mentioned that I ws once a viking :D and that I could check out some art or material from that culture. I did and it does feel interesting :) Thats fun :P Cool way of connecting to my country, I was quite obsessed with asian stuff and like samurais and ninjas when I was a kid so I never really got into that stuff :)


Edit: Really sorry about the timing..

[Polly]

I'm sorry if it seemed like I disappeared on you, HeadSpace.  I was thinking. 

Hearing voices can mean you are hearing alters talking in your inner world or it can mean someone is beaming voices into your head via implants.

[HeadSpace]

I didn't know alters were that separated as in appearing like another being. I do not know if I have any implants, I haven't experienced any abductions or things like that but something is telling me I may be wrong.. I have a weird round scar or puncture mark on my head, left side in the front above the forehead. And I do not remember how it got their, I tend to move in a rather overenthusiastic manner sometimes and it's not unlikely I have bumbped into something but the mark is very round, so it seems a little strange :)

Also buzzing and pressure on head, sudden temperature changes and stuff like that but I guess thats common symptoms.

Thank you very much for being there :)