What Are The Best Ways To Find Out The Mind-Patterns?

[DolphinGirl]

I am sorry SilverInfinity,  I do not wish to give you advice you do not seek.  I have TMJ as well and it can be very painful and frustrating.  My adoptive parents, now deceased, did not share a positive relationship with me.  Many regrets there.

However, I am confused a bit with your efforts.  Have you put yourself on the golden altar?  Have you forgiven yourself because you "wished" for your problems?  Have you forgiven yourself for not speaking up to your Dad?

 

[SilverInfinity]

Hey DolphinGirl, yes I have put myself on my golden altar. You can imagine that I tried everything possible and that includes starting several threads about mind-patterns here. I had for a very long time put myself on the golden altar and said I forgive myself for denying my abilities. You can say I did this as many times as possible in the previous month. By the way, have you completely healed your TMJ with hyperspace techniques / mind-patterns? I would imagine no one wants to ignore any of their ailments if they have the powers to change them.

[DolphinGirl]

LOL, no SilverInfinity, I have definitely NOT healed my TMJ completely!  In fact I am still working on this and many issues as we speak.  However I have obtained relief from the most serious pain, locking and clicking for which I am grateful. 

The most telling results I have had with Hyperspace techniques have to do with handling day to day problems, pressures and issues.  I have tried to dialog with my oversoul throughout the day to help me.  This seems to work the best out of all the techniques we have discussed here. 

Some of our manifestations of illness and "dis"ease have resulted from many lifetimes confronting the same issues.  Unfortunately it can take a lot of time to work them all out so that EVERYTHING is healed.

Please don't give up on your quest for growth.  You seem very gifted, intuitive and intelligent.  

Could it be that living without your previous abilities is something you consciously decided on for this life as a lesson?  Maybe you are an example for others?  You are very well regarded on this board....:nod:

[SilverInfinity]

Hey Dolphin Girl, how long have you been working on the TMJ with hyperspace techniques / mind-patterns? Has it been years?

[Guest]

wow... those jaws things is totally f*cked... have you tried a visual aid for holding ice blue in the jaws all day? i'd say try that and putting medium green all around the jaw liek all day... as well as tension strees mind pattern release.

[DolphinGirl]

Hey SilverInfinity,

It's been 5 years since I have initiated Hyperspace studies; albeit, sporadically for the first 3.  I have to say that it has only been the last year that I feel like I am truly becoming more free from the negative mind patterns. 

I was depressed for many years and coming out of that is the true miracle in my life.  I was finally able to find a wonderful partner after 43 years, 2 children, 1 divorce and many failed relationships.  Now I can spot trouble coming and work on it before it consumes me.  My life is much better now and that is a good thing!!  All is far from perfect, but I can deal with it day to day.  I am very happy for that, I haven't forgotten the bad times.

Realizing just how controlled the planet is and who/what is behind everything was a huge shift at first.  Only later was I able to focus more on healing and less on the Powers that be.  Now I try to give as little attention as I can to them regarding their day to day machinations because I don't want them to suck anymore life out of me. 

Hi VioletDolphin,

Thanks for the visualization!  I will give it a try.:nod:

[SilverInfinity]

My TMJ is very damaging to my life.

Recently, I would bite my teeth very hard and wake myself up. At times this wakes me up at the wrong time, and I get stuck in a sleep paralysis, where some spirit tries to possess me again (And it happened twice last night. I felt someone trying to pull me out of my legs the first time. Then for the second sleep paralysis, I felt hot spots at my ear. It was a battle because every time I flushed with violet it would go back at me.)

I can't sleep the night before an exam because my jaws want to clench so badly. I always end up sleeping for the last two hours before the morning class (which I can't skip because the homework is not just based on the textbook). Result? My marks are considerably very low.

When I study the jaws would clench up so badly after the first fifteen minutes that I can't understand what's in front of me and have to rest.

My tense jaws keep zapping my energy. I have pains there everyday. On top of my speech disorder, I can't recover because my jaws are getting in the way of my therapy/training. I can't even try to sing even if I want, etc etc.

But considering how it affects my sleep, concentration and moods, AND SCHOOL this MUST GO.

Thanks for the technique VD. Dolphin Girl, thank you, and I know that what you wrote is honest, but I still cannot say that this is the work of hyperspace techniques could be involved in your better life.

[DolphinGirl]

Hi SilverInfinity,

I am sorry to hear you are in so much discomfort.  Do you have a "mouth guard" you can wear when you sleep?  The dentist can make you one or if that is not possible you can get one from the sports equipment store.  It is made out of soft plastic so you will not be able to grind your teeth at night. :drool: 

BTW, what are you going to school for?  Are you studying to learn something you deeply desire to do in for your life's work?  My sense is that maybe you are not sure...:? 

SI, I understand your unwillingness to believe that the improvement in my life has been the work of Hyperspace techniques.   All I can say is that it has been a long road for me, through many modalities, bodywork, psychics, you name it!  I can only speak for myself.   I wanted to help you if that was possible because you seem so very sad.  As I have said, I haven't forgotten what the bad days were like.  No one should have to suffer such pain. :( 

[SilverInfinity]

Hey the mouth guard my dentist gave me stops the grinding but it makes my teeth all loosen that the next day I'll be worrying about teeth falling off while eating beef. So it works, but it's better if I don't wear it at night because of my teeth...

I'm going to school for a degree in computer science engineer. It's true that I'm not sure of my own talents and interests. I think I used to love computers very much but over the years my depression and lack of energy causes a lack in life overall and any hobbies.

I am suffering from pain. My parents have done a lot of bad towards me. I just talked to my father yesterday. I was complaining to him about the ten or plus years of punishing me for not getting straight A's and not letting me out to socialize and now I can't make any friends or think straight. He's been emphasizing that I take good care of myself and that they don't care if I'm not perfect in school anymore, and he quickly admitted on the phone that he was a bad parent for putting me through emotional hell, but then he quickly changed the subject. He never even said "I'm sorry" like a normal parent who practice democracy would! I'm sure somewhere in his conscious awareness he knows he's done much more wrong that even letting me go achieve what I want now does not fix anything. What pisses me off is he saids, "I DON'T NEED you to get good grades now, just to take care of yourself, so don't feel angry." It's like he thinks he gives me permission for everything.

He said I can fix it all if I slowly earn some friends and get a girlfriend. But he doesn't even know I suffered from a minor stroke, have a speech disorder (though he knows I can't speak my home language), and depression that never seem to go away. I also have a zero libido. And I also am regretting the fact that I've lost all my potential and renounced all of my psychic and intellectual advantages, if only I was raised in a nontraditional Chinese or a white family. The only way to go is mind-patterns. That or nothing. Because life is hell enough for me already. I can't possibly tell everyone most of my problems. This is just scratching the surface.

[DolphinGirl]

Hi SilverInfinity,

Seems like your Dad is attempting to make amends for the past, but he may be incapable of understanding the depth of the damage to you.  I have no knowledge of how a traditional Chinese parent raises their children, but speaking as a parent myself, it is difficult to imagine your child in pain.  It is very tempting to gloss over the bad times and only remember the good.   We as parents are utter failures to ourselves in our own eyes sometimes.  We are only prepared to parent as well as our parents raised us and sometimes that is not enough.

My son is beginning college this year in New Jersey.  He is still upset with me because we relocated to North Carolina last year.  I made it possible for him to remain in NJ as he wished and continue his life and education as he wanted.  It is devastating to me that he is still holding a grudge because we moved.  Before the move he was very disrespectful, would hold loud noisy parties in the street in front of our house and would not discuss ANYTHING with me.  This is all after having a great relationship for his entire life, with lots of fun and happiness. 

So in fact I am waiting for him to grow up a bit and be the great son he once was.   Letting go of him has been a journey of tears, regrets and sleepless nights.  I know that all he wants to do is grow up, so I am letting him go to do so.   I am excited that he is visiting in a few weeks and I hope it is pleasant for all of us...:)

I guess the point of this is that although your Dad isn't responding in EXACTLY the way you wish, he is in fact responding to you.  That is a good start.  I "know" that he loves you and wants the best for you in his own way.