Need some advice....

[alcyone]

Yes but my ex boyfriend keeps sending me remainders of that horrible act, and minoring my pain and accomplishment of my character by telling me that He is one that is being abused in dreams(ASTRAL) and many people too - not in real life, like me - I guess it is harder in dreams for boys to be abused with pretty girls, than your old uncle in RL! So I have to struggle with his demons too. To bad he has so week personality or lack of intellect, so he doesn't understand what is he doing.

and as you see I have to turn everything to positive (humor), or the negative rage would destroy everything around me... so if you wonder about my avatar (draco holding penis), or signature - that is what it it. A REAL VICTIM HUMOR about fake dreams rapes!

[Astrojewels]

You have lost me a bit with what you say about your boyfriend? Is he being abused in dreams or is it a ritual reality? Yes your avatar is certainly different, but no offence to you as you must deal with things in your own way, but I do not find it humorous, the reptilian agenda is a very serious matter, to me anyway!

In life we attract people that either mirror us or show us what we should not become, we fall into two basic categories – supporter or dependent. Many people depend and habitually pull others down with their inability to cope, they become reliant on the energy that first attracts others, so if you have encountered trauma in your life, you will reflect that energy and in return attract others that have either endured worse or less than yourself, so you become strong for that person or that person becomes strong for you.

All relationships and interactions must meet a balance of spiritual growth or that relationship really is a reflection of the negative energy that you are projecting.

In the case of your ex boyfriend, it is necessary to look at the energy of yourself, are you dependent on him being dependent on you? This can be a cycle that is very difficult to see and requires honesty of who you are and if you are actually ready to let go of your own demons.

[alcyone]

you were saying " nurturing yourself to healing your past" and I said that I am, but my EX is truing to ruin things for me because he has nothing else to do in his life. He thinks he is my soulmate because I am second girl he had sex with, and he thinks because sex is great that we belong to each other, so he is trying to free me of my "free choice how to live" because Illuminati is trying to get me because I am so special person with special ability like he has - that is what he thinks.His trauma is that his mother doesn't care much for him when he was a little boy, so he is seeking someone to be his mum. This is the basic of our relationship. So you see how it is complicated.


I am going to sleep now, l think I have date with some kind of sssshhhhh.. tell you all in morning ;)

Well not much people understand me or my humor, so I don't blame you ;)




p.s.- I will change my avatar in morning (8 h), back to normal... this was some kind of test. Tell you all about it if I dream of lizards or sex or anything similar to reptilian agenda.

kiss to you all nice people! :)

[alcyone]

well I have to inform you that mr. lizard didn't show up, even with invitation! :)

I was having fun this night, driving with my friend throe nature..and lots of cool stuff. No sex dream, nothing weird. Maybe I don't have right invitation, I only opened my chakras, and try to connect with my third eye with the image of lizard . I don't know anything else. I left all my information. Do mr. Lizards need my Name and phone number too to find me? I am ready to try again tonight! Or they come only to people that are believers? How do you become believer? Please give me instructions how to contact mr. lizard or how to have satanic dream, or invite an entety :-/ because It seams they don't like me and I am jealous because they like my ex boyfriend!?

[Astrojewels]

You have lost me once again Alcyone, are you trying to find a way to attract a reptilian, or are you joking? You don’t believe it is true? Please explain….

[alcyone]

I am very skeptical person, don't believe in anything until I have personal experience, but willing to try things and give it a chance for proof. I tried to have some kind of evidence for myself but I am not sure how to have it. I don't mind if experience is bad, at least it is a proof for myself. so I tried to be open I have some experience, but as you see experiment didn't work. So I wonder if there is some other way to attract those beings so I can have proof? Some method like hyperspace symbol. Only one with lion connection worked for me...

[Astrojewels]

interesting, but you will not attract them by any means because you want too, it is a matter of them wanting you, it is not like conjuring up astral entities, you must have some importance to them, and bloodline is a major factor, and at your age I doubt that they would come to you now, they usually like to begin at a very young age. It is also genetics and programming, there are many factors.

[alcyone]

icon_anmachen lucky me!icon_megagrin


did you ever had some experience with them?

I think there is much more satanic influence in USA and big europium city's than small Balkan country like ours. I have met some people that declared them self satanic but, they don to rituals with blood (even laugh at it - telling that that are for disturbed teenagers), mostly lot of studying of mythology, magic, psychology and philosophy. Practice is based on society that is doing invocations for personal gain of spirits that inhabited earth before human did.  I didn't see this, it was only something like an interview :D.
Ones I met one young man from Internet who was in that secret society. And he sad that he wants to test himself to see if the words for invocation that he was given has any affect on his bioenergy. There near us was a stand for bioenergy testing - and he tested him self and it was low number , then he started to mumble some words(I didn't hear what) and the Bioenergy shown the number 10  - this is the highest number. I tried too, but it was the same number all the time(low).
Realy impressive if you ask  me icon_megagrin...

When we talked, not one of them didn't seem not at least morbid or doing the inverted  cross or inverted Christianity. (These were people from 30-40years old)

I see lots of news  from others country's that some satanic  is doing rituals on children and killing young people, but if you ask me, I think that being satanic for these persons are excuse for their week personality, I think that all of them have issues with something from past that they have reject it and they formed a being outside of them, telling them self it is a devil, but it is them self that they have issue with opposite LOVE AND HATE, and it is all mix upped in their  head. When to love when to hate - This happens to children that were abused when really young, from their parents or some cousin. The feeling of love and hate are at same time compared with pain and fear.

There was in the news That in Russia, were satanic rituals and killing some teenagers, and police caught them. Do you think if there is a DEVIL that they worship, would ever let his followers to be caught? Don`t think so.

If you ask me, all is reflection of our mind. Angels, demons, devil, reptiles... etc. are part of us.. and we reflect them out side of us.. In other words - WE CAN'T HANDLE OURSELF icon_ultragrin.

Now isn't that ironic icon_wuah

[SHAMAN]

you don't need a proof of something satanic. you can see it as a negative thought form.

manipulating with sexual energy you can create things in this reality, and sexual energy is used for dreaming, astral. so you can do positive things, people have done this so much that they have a bigknowledge on how it is done. but when someone week as you say comes and projects negative thought patterns during such sexual activity they create something that will use only them, its like a power.

too make thought patterns more stronger they call up for them. its like calling the demons. you think its something concrete and that you need an evidence. its just your suspicious mind wanting to trick you. you need to work on other smarter evidences that you can come up with rather than trying to find out are there any negative thought patterns on astral and trying to call them just too see if they exist.

[alcyone]

I don't think you can manipulate of someones else sexual energy, the person that is having orgasm is transmitting it thoughts into the cosmos. You cannot make some one have negative thoughts for your own personal gain. How can be possible?
So let us analyze some Illuminati rituals. They all describe that the victim is not aware, and the others are aware. I don't think man are even able to transmit. Don`t ask me why :D because it is just a feeling ;).. didn't find evidence jet ;)

I am not saying that I am right just saying that ALL THINGS should be looked from all angles.