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You have to stop this.You have to work on yourself.I can't work on you every day,and I don't even know activations you are having because you aren't coherent.
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His condition has nothing to do with any technique,because he hasn't been doing any technique.He's had a major activation.His mind is weak and so is his body for that matter.Has nothing to do with techniques.
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Hey. MC is right, it also has to do with demonics. Which is not fun. I've tried reasoning with them to make a deal for ages now. I have not succeeded.
I have been very confused about this and what to do.
Writing this they got mad again, and they made a statement. They grip my head to the point where it feels like exploding and they make it impossible to even think:?
I wonder what I should do, earlier I got more personality because I said I would die for my family. And I got a moment with them, but nothing happened.
They, for example threaten to change my genetics. What happened is that I go through some changes and feel weird and then I sort of change back.
Okay, I need to stop with the horizontal stuff. I keep trying to fix things by instinct horizontally. And when they start manipulating on top of that I lose control and things get messy:?
I asked repeatedly in christ, for the creature that as/is manipulating me to leave me and my family alone. After a while, I think it said alright or something and then it felt like I got peace again. But then I got some other thoughts and it showed up again.
It seems whatever I say or do these creatures just wont let go.
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Attacks started again..Sorry, I just dont know how to deal with this. That which seem most appropriate is for me to leave. I'm not sure though, it seems I always survive.
I feel I need some help, but I dont know who turn to turn to.
I hope everything harmonizes and works out for me and my loved ones.
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Hey. MC is right, it also has to do with demonics. Which is not fun. I've tried reasoning with them to make a deal for ages now. I have not succeeded.
I have been very confused about this and what to do.
Writing this they got mad again, and they made a statement. They grip my head to the point where it feels like exploding and they make it impossible to even think:?
I wonder what I should do, earlier I got more personality because I said I would die for my family. And I got a moment with them, but nothing happened.
They, for example threaten to change my genetics. What happened is that I go through some changes and feel weird and then I sort of change back.
Okay, I need to stop with the horizontal stuff. I keep trying to fix things by instinct horizontally. And when they start manipulating on top of that I lose control and things get messy:?
I asked repeatedly in christ, for the creature that as/is manipulating me to leave me and my family alone. After a while, I think it said alright or something and then it felt like I got peace again. But then I got some other thoughts and it showed up again.
It seems whatever I say or do these creatures just wont let go.
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Attacks started again..Sorry, I just dont know how to deal with this. That which seem most appropriate is for me to leave. I'm not sure though, it seems I always survive.
I feel I need some help, but I dont know who turn to turn to.
I hope everything harmonizes and works out for me and my loved ones.
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I wonder, is it possible for anyone to remove parts of the personality, even if they have your consent? Semi-consciously or manipulated into thinking so..?
be gentle:?
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MC,
I am not saying his actual condition has anything to do with the technique, I am wondering why he is so focused on the merger? Even a major activation should not be making him feel this way.
Headspace,
You can not make deals with these demonic entities, what give you such an idea?, this is attached to you, not you to them. I donââ¬â¢t think I am going to comment on this page for a bit, it is best that MC works on you without distraction and hopefully you feel a bit better.
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I know from my own experience that a major activation has made me feel as bad as HeadSpace has described and worse.
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HeadSpace, MC has very fierce energy sometimes. This can be a useful thing when she is trying to help someone out.
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I see nothing wrong with that, I see you all keep changing from him to her:P A little strange.. Not my business:)
I really do wonder how I can fix all of this, this day has been just a strange as the others. Total drama and catastrophe all the way.
My body does'nt feel right. neither does my head. I thought I just might had to end all incarnations today:?
It's all so weird and twisted sometimes.
I was going to get a tattoo today, when I did everything slowed down and I got pulled to the ground whiel standing in the street. I decided to go home and email someone for guidance. I ended up not doing the tattoo.
I think I should have. The night would have been different.
Sometimes I get lost and dont see whats real anymore, but man, the outside makes it look as if it is real, really sick.
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